Iusethemtosleep
Greenlighter
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- Nov 11, 2015
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Okay, this shall be semi-trip report writing style, as that will help to explain what on earth I'm trying to work out...
I had access, for a short time, to good quality crystal MDMA. It had tested positive for MDMA when a friend tested it, as for adulterants - Unknown, maybe the report will shed some light.
200mg~~ [gross wt.] in 2 fairly large lines.
Sorry if this sounds strange, it is written retrospectively in the form of being written at the time
11:00 (t = 0:00) Take first line. Hurts like a motherfucker.
0:01 [Screams internally]
0:02 Line number 2
0:025 Smaller scream for line number 2 - IMPORTANT1
0:03 Vision becomes blurry, finding it hard to stand. My body becomes cold and numb suddenly. All sounds nearly entirely muffled. Feels almost rushy, I smoothly, gracefully glide across the room, no sign of the bouncing of knees...Possible OD? But I thought MDMA was incredibly difficult to OD on? Oh well, nothing I can do now.
0:04 Lies down in bed, sweating profusely more than normal on MDMA, still feel very numb.
0:05-0:50 chat to friends on tripsit and facebook, incredibly 'rushy', typing at 1.5x my normal typing speed (Which is fast as hell). Don't have very much memory of this.
0:50-2:00 more of the above, I can see marginally clearer now. I don't have very much memory of this either.
2:00-3:30 More of the above. Nothing special, except while talking to a friend on tripsit, he mentions Amp OD symptoms - and they are clear cut, nearly precisely what I felt.
3:30-- NOW SHIT GETS STRANGE - NOTE THAT MY VISION IS STILL BLURRY, SO NOTHING IS 100% SHARP. I go to go to the bathroom, and I see my bedroom door opening a little (I'm still lying in bed, watching it move) I get up, walk to the door. As I turn to look at the gap in the frame where it would be ajar, there is no gap. It was a hallucination. Now, this gets difficult to tell. I open my bedroom door to see my father standing in front of me, seemingly not noticing my presence. I hoarsely whisper 'Hello', to no response. I turn on the bathroom light (behind him, If this simple diagram helps)
BATHROOM - Small corridor w/ father - Bedroom w/ me at door.
I turn on the light. He fizzles away into nothingness. At this point I am absolutely shitting it. I go back into my bedroom, and look on the floor to see my soft toys coming to jump up at me, trying to attack me. When I reach down and grab them, they are no longer jumping up and just sitting on the floor, where they were. The fuck?
I also had some hallucinations of puppet monkeys running along my floor in my peripheral vision (fairly funny), and my pets in my room, who would disappear when touched (as they did not exist in the room) (not so funny).
Now I tried to get to sleep, and only had one other hallucination - my brother stood over me (Smaller brother) with headphones on. I stuck my hand through him, and he disappeared. After this, I managed to get a couple of hours of sleep. I wake up at 6am or so, to another, significantly more disturbing hallucination. I see my Chemistry teacher with 3 heads (small heads) and her dog in my room. I don't even know if she has a dog. I turned on my phone flashlight and poof, she vaporized. It appears the stimulant-related psychosis has not persisted, thankfully.
1This is important because the drip made my tongue go numb. Did it also numb my nostrils, and thus make the 2nd line hurt less? (Thus adulterant?)
So, my question is: What the fuck happened to me? Generally speaking? What else could one hypothesize is in that crystalline substance?
I had access, for a short time, to good quality crystal MDMA. It had tested positive for MDMA when a friend tested it, as for adulterants - Unknown, maybe the report will shed some light.
200mg~~ [gross wt.] in 2 fairly large lines.
Sorry if this sounds strange, it is written retrospectively in the form of being written at the time
11:00 (t = 0:00) Take first line. Hurts like a motherfucker.
0:01 [Screams internally]
0:02 Line number 2
0:025 Smaller scream for line number 2 - IMPORTANT1
0:03 Vision becomes blurry, finding it hard to stand. My body becomes cold and numb suddenly. All sounds nearly entirely muffled. Feels almost rushy, I smoothly, gracefully glide across the room, no sign of the bouncing of knees...Possible OD? But I thought MDMA was incredibly difficult to OD on? Oh well, nothing I can do now.
0:04 Lies down in bed, sweating profusely more than normal on MDMA, still feel very numb.
0:05-0:50 chat to friends on tripsit and facebook, incredibly 'rushy', typing at 1.5x my normal typing speed (Which is fast as hell). Don't have very much memory of this.
0:50-2:00 more of the above, I can see marginally clearer now. I don't have very much memory of this either.
2:00-3:30 More of the above. Nothing special, except while talking to a friend on tripsit, he mentions Amp OD symptoms - and they are clear cut, nearly precisely what I felt.
3:30-- NOW SHIT GETS STRANGE - NOTE THAT MY VISION IS STILL BLURRY, SO NOTHING IS 100% SHARP. I go to go to the bathroom, and I see my bedroom door opening a little (I'm still lying in bed, watching it move) I get up, walk to the door. As I turn to look at the gap in the frame where it would be ajar, there is no gap. It was a hallucination. Now, this gets difficult to tell. I open my bedroom door to see my father standing in front of me, seemingly not noticing my presence. I hoarsely whisper 'Hello', to no response. I turn on the bathroom light (behind him, If this simple diagram helps)
BATHROOM - Small corridor w/ father - Bedroom w/ me at door.
I turn on the light. He fizzles away into nothingness. At this point I am absolutely shitting it. I go back into my bedroom, and look on the floor to see my soft toys coming to jump up at me, trying to attack me. When I reach down and grab them, they are no longer jumping up and just sitting on the floor, where they were. The fuck?
I also had some hallucinations of puppet monkeys running along my floor in my peripheral vision (fairly funny), and my pets in my room, who would disappear when touched (as they did not exist in the room) (not so funny).
Now I tried to get to sleep, and only had one other hallucination - my brother stood over me (Smaller brother) with headphones on. I stuck my hand through him, and he disappeared. After this, I managed to get a couple of hours of sleep. I wake up at 6am or so, to another, significantly more disturbing hallucination. I see my Chemistry teacher with 3 heads (small heads) and her dog in my room. I don't even know if she has a dog. I turned on my phone flashlight and poof, she vaporized. It appears the stimulant-related psychosis has not persisted, thankfully.
1This is important because the drip made my tongue go numb. Did it also numb my nostrils, and thus make the 2nd line hurt less? (Thus adulterant?)
So, my question is: What the fuck happened to me? Generally speaking? What else could one hypothesize is in that crystalline substance?
