candidsurprise
Bluelighter
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- Oct 18, 2017
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Since last October (so 6 months) I've been on buprenorphine, 0.6 mg intranasal twice per day. It's been working so well for my addiction. for all this time it's been stopping my cravings, stopping me from feeling dysphoric and also the nice side effect of almost eliminating my long term severe, treatment resistant OCD. Every dose for 5+ give me the pinpoint pupils and has these positive effects for about 6 hours after taking it. However Since about 2-3 weeks ago my nose has started to run after I snort the pill, and I've noticed that my ocd, dysphoria and cravings are very bad again and pupils don't get pinpoint anymore.
So I decided to switch to plugging my usual 0.6mg dose a few days ago, and all the benefits are back. Thing is my OCD is telling me that now I'm just getting addicted to bupe and will keep raising the dose to keep these positive effects. Is that true? I mean for those 5+ months I was getting the same effects everytime so doesn't that indicate that it's my nose running which has changed things? as in rather than the positive effects of the usual 0.6mg going away due to tolerance. The last thing I want is to keep escalating doses of buprenorphine to keep getting these effects, but I've been under the impression that I haven't been trying to get high per se, I've just been trying to feel decent despite my mental health issues.
Also how much should i take rectally if I want the same dose as IN, and how long do the anti craving effects last for in comparison?
So I decided to switch to plugging my usual 0.6mg dose a few days ago, and all the benefits are back. Thing is my OCD is telling me that now I'm just getting addicted to bupe and will keep raising the dose to keep these positive effects. Is that true? I mean for those 5+ months I was getting the same effects everytime so doesn't that indicate that it's my nose running which has changed things? as in rather than the positive effects of the usual 0.6mg going away due to tolerance. The last thing I want is to keep escalating doses of buprenorphine to keep getting these effects, but I've been under the impression that I haven't been trying to get high per se, I've just been trying to feel decent despite my mental health issues.
Also how much should i take rectally if I want the same dose as IN, and how long do the anti craving effects last for in comparison?