What a mess

[goddamnrelentless]

Stopped taking oxy 4 days ago but used a very small amount of meth to do so (1.5 of a gram over 3 days) . Problem is I feel really bad. Not the usual comedown or withdrawal but physically really really weak. I was sick a few days before i stopped taking oxy's, i was in hospital for half a day due to rota virus-basically throwing up non stop for 24hours so i'm wondering if thats contributed a lot to how i'm feeling. Its too late to go back now but i should have waited a week or so.
Anyway, when I stand I'm incredibly dizzy and experiencing shortness of breath which is particularly unsettling as haven't experienced this before. I've stopped oxy twice before and the wd's were terrible so i can compare and say I haven't had more than a mild issue this time around which is on the plus side, a little sweating and restlessness yesterday but i've been pretty functional until today. Meth although definitely masked the wd's, its maybe why i'm feeling like i am now. And recently having a virus. I'm freaking out as tomorrow i have work and its so important i go. I was prepared for the comedown from the meth and i can manage that, but not if I'm going to be like this. I'm not sure whats happening to my body, all i have done is traded wd's for whatever the fucks going on with me now or maybe i'd be feeling like this anyway.
i can honestly say i don't want to go back again to oxy's but i'll sure be tempted if i'm like this in the morning. I don't want to do any more meth either, i had my last little bit yesterday and its not my favourite thing to do anytime. At the time it was a means to an end. Or so i thought.
So i'm over the worst of the wd's but at what cost? If i were to use 1 oxy if desperate does that mean i'd withdrawal all over again??

 

[keeping]

as i mentioned in the other thread you created about this same topic, taking an opiate will re-set opiate wd.
yuo just gotta push on thru mate, probably worse because your still getting over that virus

 

[Keif' Richards]

Keeping's right on this one. You should be aware that using Opioids during a withdrawal phase can disproportionately set you back. It's not worth it, but if you have to be at work, sometimes you have to do what you have to do. I would go for Methadone or Buprenorphine if possible if you absolutely have to use something to be functional.

 

[gonnaod]

oxycodone is overrated diconal and palfium is where its at m8

 

[T. Calderone]

oxycodone is overrated diconal and palfium is where its at m8

OP was asking if his withdrawals would return, not what other opioids to take.

 

[gonnaod]

sorry still fkd from last night codeine would help with w/drawals

 

[goddamnrelentless]

I'm a she and wanted to apologise for having two threads on same topic. By the way, relapsed an hour ago. Meth use was a bad idea to use for oxy wd. Was in a loopy headspace. I've learnt from the experience though and next time will have a better, more sensible plan in place.
And thanks for the support, I've learnt a lot reading through some of these threads. I'm much better informed for the future.

 

[keeping]

I'm a she and wanted to apologise for having two threads on same topic. By the way, relapsed an hour ago. Meth use was a bad idea to use for oxy wd. Was in a loopy headspace. I've learnt from the experience though and next time will have a better, more sensible plan in place.
And thanks for the support, I've learnt a lot reading through some of these threads. I'm much better informed for the future.

no worries hun we were all new once. take care of yourself.