Stimulants Weird speed boredom effect

[Allanford]

I probably took too much, crashed into sleep and now Im better, thanks for advice about psychosis, I tought it was just a fun delirium, I will not go on strong binges again

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Hi, does anyone else sometimes feel extremly bored when on amphetamines? Even after a bigger dose I still cant bring myself to do anything because everything is boring; music, porn, games, books, I barely made myself write this. Laying in bed doing nothing for hours...I know a couple of beers will fix this when the store opens, but its kind of a mystery to me why this happens at times.

'When life is rubbush there is time to waste'? A prescription dose (10 mg dextro-Amphetamine) can (sometimes) get me out of that paralyzed state and get me going. Be it household, responseabilitie's,travelling or making art. Just tuned my Ukulele.

What I did notice being less concentrated one one thing, but doing several at the same time. Some form off multitasking and trying to get the most important things done.
Also Weed helps tremendesly, enhances and balances my mood and counter's the lack of appetite (a bit).

 

[smokedopetillidie]

It took me many years of binges before I truly started to get hallucinations, generally from the sleep deprivation.


But some of the last handful of times I used meth, I was getting auditory hallucinations within the first 24hrs of being awake. Which was pretty alarming.


Mine didn't stay permanent, but I feel like if I had kept doing it, they might have ended up permanent.


Stimulants are fun until they're not anymore & that's always a good time to ditch them before it makes your life a living hell.

This is true of any substance in excess. I used to hit dabs over and over till I was basically immobile and bump adderall with it. The 30mg pills(snorted; ik terrible for my lungs and nose but it was potent) and the dabs were that suspiciously high percentage shatter that has almost no hhc.

one time it was so bad I had a crazy psychotic episode where I had a conversation with an evil alter ego lol. I remember sitting In the corner of my dark room convinced my rain coat hanging up was the “alter ego” and I had crazy auditory hallucinations with its voice and all. The jacket only appeared to morph into someone after I basically stared at it till I was convinced.

think that’s the closest to stim psychosis I ever got but I frequently lose my mind off the amphetamines. Usually a wake up call to take a short break. And as far as feeling bored and like shit you’re burning the synapses that transport dopamine, slooooow down brother!!! Important part is you being here for a long time and a good time.

I feel like the shadow ppl is just kinda par for the course on meth binges. Haven’t partaken too often but everything I saw looked like a guy lmao. Only upside over other amphetamines I saw was no suicidal ideation on the comedown at least for me. My suicidal thoughts can get real bad on adderall and speed; other amphetamines. Why I’ve never tried mdma too scared I’d do something rash on the comedown.

 

[smokedopetillidie]

But then how come some people binge for like a whole week when it gets that boring :/

An attempt to hold off the inevitable

 

[smokedopetillidie]

I'm sure not all users experience this site effect but as it usually happens as the drug starts to ware off. Those who are staying up for days on end are constantly redosing.

Personally I find after 24 hour on the drug I'd rather knock my self out than continue to redose and become increasingly more scattered. Plus staying up for a week has to be pretty horrible for your body and mind.

When you don’t have opioids benzos or alcohol and you’re a severe addict it’s real hard to knock yourself out so you can tend to just prolong the suffering cause the anxiety of coming down is too much

 

[smokedopetillidie]

Maybe you dosed too much or too often? Too long binge?

Sounds familiar to me when I abused speed, i could easily stare at the wall/floor for hours, not moving, catatonic, feeling i'm gonna lose my mind but cannot think anything or feel anything. Like I was locked. It Sounds scary and it is, nothing normal at all. I saw and heard things even alone, smelled weird odors.. And those damn shadow creatures were lurking. Everything started to go More and More To chaos when I continued bingeing. Psychosis and beyond it. Full blown delirium. It was like you were taken deliriants and psychedelics, everything looked so real, as real as it gets, i stared some spot/object in the room and it morphed to something Else, flashes, moved, shapeshifted. And everything was dark and obscure, not in a Funny trippy way but scary and intimidating. And the voices/Sounds were constant. I barely did not lose my mental health completely or did not sie by suicide after those little 5 to 10 days binges without sleep. I wish I never pushed them that far for years, it only got gradually worse and worse everytime. Now I get instant psychosis from a single dose of speed, especially if taken nighttime it is horrible. I strongly suggest you not to push it too far to chase high, first signs of problems are that speed feels boring and you cant moved or think. Everything feels dull and minor hallucinations start to occur. Sometimes it takes years to get severe side effects, sometimes it happens after few too long and intense binges. No joke. Some People are More sensitive and get schizophrenia..

Might be an outlier but I always knew my risk for schizophrenia and psychosis given family factors, and since I was a teenager had psychotic episodes in real bad manic episodes. Ironically I feel like this kinda made it less scary like, I never was too paranoid most of the time I had the ability to identify it wasn’t *really* happening, generally just affected by the heavy mood effects.

So it’s not too uncommon to have psychosis with drug use but I can never tell if one causes the other or just coincidence. So it might not always be too high dosage or too long a binge op might just be more prone to that sort of stuff.

Sorry for replying to every post this thread just resonated and I felt the need to share(the stimulants forcing me to yap)

 

[Isavelaa]

Might be an outlier but I always knew my risk for schizophrenia and psychosis given family factors, and since I was a teenager had psychotic episodes in real bad manic episodes. Ironically I feel like this kinda made it less scary like, I never was too paranoid most of the time I had the ability to identify it wasn’t *really* happening, generally just affected by the heavy mood effects.

So it’s not too uncommon to have psychosis with drug use but I can never tell if one causes the other or just coincidence. So it might not always be too high dosage or too long a binge op might just be more prone to that sort of stuff.

Sorry for replying to every post this thread just resonated and I felt the need to share(the stimulants forcing me to yap)

Yeah i kind of were ranting myself a lots offtopic here. I shouldnt demonize one group of drugs because I personally hate them and what they caused me and to my family, that is not my intention. Maybe i'm too fanatic about it. Too emotional and this topic was just a channel for me to talk about offtopic.

You said manic psychosis? When did it start and how did you notice? What caused it?

 

[smokedopetillidie]

Yeah i kind of were ranting myself a lots offtopic here. I shouldnt demonize one group of drugs because I personally hate them and what they caused me and to my family, that is not my intention. Maybe i'm too fanatic about it. Too emotional and this topic was just a channel for me to talk about offtopic.

You said manic psychosis? When did it start and how did you notice? What caused it?

Well I mean mania is pretty self explanatory but it would develop into hallucinations more often auditory but visual in the worst cases. It’s started I think the first was when I was like 12 that I remember I was really scared cause I couldn’t find either my parents and started hearing ppl calling for me and strange things that obviously were not happening and led to a panic attack. I think it was just kind of an intense stress that came on when my family moved

 

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[Baphomet64]

Hi, does anyone else sometimes feel extremly bored when on amphetamines? Even after a bigger dose I still cant bring myself to do anything because everything is boring; music, porn, games, books, I barely made myself write this. Laying in bed doing nothing for hours...I know a couple of beers will fix this when the store opens, but its kind of a mystery to me why this happens at times.

Try developing a skill if your still using, thats what makes amphetamine fun.

 

[Allanford]

I am on it rignt now, but I cant think of any skill or activity besides listening to music

 

[Allanford]

Try developing a skill if your still using, thats what makes amphetamine fun.

and respect for baphomet

 

[Allanford]

btw how often would you guys recomend to redose when snorting, I dont want that overamp to happen again, every 2h normal sized line?

 

[Allanford]

btw how often would you guys recomend to redose when snorting, I dont want that overamp to happen again, every 2h normal sized line?

I understand you cant give me a percise answer, just asking from your personal experience

 

[Allanford]

It took me many years of binges before I truly started to get hallucinations, generally from the sleep deprivation.


But some of the last handful of times I used meth, I was getting auditory hallucinations within the first 24hrs of being awake. Which was pretty alarming.


Mine didn't stay permanent, but I feel like if I had kept doing it, they might have ended up permanent.


Stimulants are fun until they're not anymore & that's always a good time to ditch them before it makes your life a living hell.

Im not even at 40h of being awake right now and I already saw one shadow person and see weird figures and have weird voices and visions but not like literal voices and visions if that makes any sense. Maybe because I used too much these last two weeks, I dont mind it for now tough.