dsesesy
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 23, 2014
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In this past year quit smoking weed almost entirely. As I was getting clean from other drugs so thought it smartest to avoid any mind altering substance for awhile. Well, I am no longer addicted to any drug so recently I started smokin ganja again. And fuck if I dont feel like I wasted a whole year not smokin it. I mean of course I can still get on without it(i am currently) but smoking dailt this past week was like....whale it was like i was one with myself agan. It felt like coming home after a long day at work. I even read while Im stoned, it felt like an enlightening experience. Everything just feels...right when im high. I feel comfortabl in my mind and body for once. Not to say I feel completely shitty sober. But i do feel more....off. Like something is missing, inside me. Its not a mental dependency on weed im describing either. I always feel this, but i think weed just has increased my awareness of it. Does anyone else relate?