Micahtheother
Greenlighter
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- Feb 4, 2016
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Hello, I am new here, and new to addiction. I went my whole life without addiction issues, then a lot of problems (past issues I never dealt with) and new things (death of a parent, divorce etc) all at once hit me. I started using heroine last June, only a TINY bit, like a hit the size of the head of a pin, about three times a week. Snorting it, never injected or smoked. and now, it is seven months later and I have a daily habit. I don't exactly know how much because it is always cut, but about one small bag will last me a day or two. So not very much, but when I tried to quit, my wd was bad enough i had to stop, and I can't let my sleep get too screwed up or it will fuck up my work. Everyone says to just tough it out and cold turkey, but the jitteryness and restless legs and anxiety are killing me. I don't have much tolerance I guess. I have access to suboxone and also to ativan or zanax. I have tried four times to cold turkey and it was always to much and I caved in. I want very much to be clean, and am taking care of the stuff that got me using in the first place with couseling, I feel like if I could just get past the part of feeling so awful during dt (nausea, kicky legs, jittery, anxious, depressed, my whole body feels like a broken bone) I am confident about not starting it back up! I am planning to visit my family, in a city I have no way to get heroin, my sister will look after me for a few days, does anyone have any advice on using suboxone to get thought the first 3 to 4 days? I don't want to just end up dependant on that too, I don't know.
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