mostly been using weed daily for twenty years. i haven't been using any drugs other than coffee for the past couple years though, since 2018. i did salvia once. i'd like to do it some more, but i really only have the finances to use weed and i'm not really in a position where i can take harder drugs because i live with my parents.
a few months after i started to get addicted to weed as a teen and when i found out it made semen move in circles unnaturally or whatever it does, i quit for six month. after jerking off for six months sober, i kind of felt like i was hornier and producing more semen smoking weed, so i didn't really take the study i read into consideration... after that i went like two weeks or so when i was on vacation a couple years later. and once i was in the pyschward for 3 months. like 4 other times i was there for a few days... that's pretty much the only time i've been with out weed for more than a day. i don't really feel down on myself for having these habbits... when i get off the meds i'm on for a while, i'm interested in getting my semen checked to see if they are still any good. with how horny i am even on meds and how much i jerk off, i feel like they should be working. not sure what i'd do if they worked. maybe i'd want to get a girlfriend again, but i really don't feel like i'm supposed to have kids... getting kind of off subject... but yeah, weed everyday.
