Been looking around for anyone with some experience with this but can?t seem to find anything. A bit of history first....been recreationally abusing oxy for about 7 years, with no more than a few 30-60 day breaks along the way. Due to financial constraints I?ve managed to keep my use at no more than 150-200mg up the nose.
I?m ready to be done with this madness, so about three weeks ago I quickly got myself down to 15-30mg a day. This lasted two weeks, with even a couple days of nothing. I had noticed the WD was very very mild on the days I didn?t use and even had an appetite throughout the day which never happens for me first day of a rough WD. I had made sure to only use at night as opposed to all day (during my 2 week quick taper) as I thought perhaps this would help too.
Like so many times before and so many others I slipped up and had about a week of back to my usual 150mg per day. Tried just going CT after that week and it was pretty rough as expected I suppose. Can?t use for more than a day or two like that and it?s full blown hell again for me anyhow. So I did two days of 60mg, two days of 30mg, and tomorrow I?m going to do one last 15mg. Again I?ve been waiting about 24 hours between doses. This afternoon I had an appetite, not so much after the first drop. So sorry for the long explanation but has anyone had experience with a very very rapid taper? I know it?s far from ideal, but money has mostly run out and long term taper just won?t work. I?d also just like to break from the people I get it from and a long term taper will just keep me around it. And if it?s around I?m going to go big....full addict mode.
Has anyone here tried something similar? I figure it has to help at least a little. Before I?d wake up and do 50mg immediately in AM then 100 or so afternoon/evening. It?s promising that I had an appetite today at lunch without taking anything as from previous attempts first day especially I couldn?t even think about food. Should I just jump off now and take what comes my way or spread it out one last day at 15 then be done? Thx for any experience you can share!
I?m ready to be done with this madness, so about three weeks ago I quickly got myself down to 15-30mg a day. This lasted two weeks, with even a couple days of nothing. I had noticed the WD was very very mild on the days I didn?t use and even had an appetite throughout the day which never happens for me first day of a rough WD. I had made sure to only use at night as opposed to all day (during my 2 week quick taper) as I thought perhaps this would help too.
Like so many times before and so many others I slipped up and had about a week of back to my usual 150mg per day. Tried just going CT after that week and it was pretty rough as expected I suppose. Can?t use for more than a day or two like that and it?s full blown hell again for me anyhow. So I did two days of 60mg, two days of 30mg, and tomorrow I?m going to do one last 15mg. Again I?ve been waiting about 24 hours between doses. This afternoon I had an appetite, not so much after the first drop. So sorry for the long explanation but has anyone had experience with a very very rapid taper? I know it?s far from ideal, but money has mostly run out and long term taper just won?t work. I?d also just like to break from the people I get it from and a long term taper will just keep me around it. And if it?s around I?m going to go big....full addict mode.
Has anyone here tried something similar? I figure it has to help at least a little. Before I?d wake up and do 50mg immediately in AM then 100 or so afternoon/evening. It?s promising that I had an appetite today at lunch without taking anything as from previous attempts first day especially I couldn?t even think about food. Should I just jump off now and take what comes my way or spread it out one last day at 15 then be done? Thx for any experience you can share!