FixXxer
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 4, 2004
- Messages
- 1,052
Child grew up with a father obsessed with perfection.
Kid always did his best to try to learn his lessons
but upon fathers further inspection,
there was always something else in need of correction.
Left the child second guessing, obsessing,
always wondering what mistakes he was missing.
Stuck in a state of restless indecision,
He didn't want to have to listen to fathers hurtful position
When he's projecting his vision, that mistakes will happen in repetition.
Kid constantly learning while his confidence was burning,
His heart was yearning to simply be sufficient,
Why cant he listen to his own intuition?
He's not a slave to satisfy fathers existence.
He cant improve if he doesn't get a chance
The tools are always in dads hands
"Watch and learn". Where to look he cant discern.
He cant understand what dad wont communicate,
when the things he says are too full of hate that child cannot relate
He has his own eyes, and he saw other sides.
He was starting to despise not being recognized.
Father wouldn't open his mind or even attempt to compromise
Under too much pressure, love was not implied.
There was too much frustration.
Teenager had to leave the situation, his life needed a mutation.
Wanted to live his own creations, live with his own aberrations.
Even if it meant starvation he had to get away from these relations.
He didn't need a judge,
Didn't need a crutch.
Just a nudge,
boost of confidence, a hugs a nice touch.
Was the abuse worth this loss?
When no one is there, is dad still the boss?
Kid always did his best to try to learn his lessons
but upon fathers further inspection,
there was always something else in need of correction.
Left the child second guessing, obsessing,
always wondering what mistakes he was missing.
Stuck in a state of restless indecision,
He didn't want to have to listen to fathers hurtful position
When he's projecting his vision, that mistakes will happen in repetition.
Kid constantly learning while his confidence was burning,
His heart was yearning to simply be sufficient,
Why cant he listen to his own intuition?
He's not a slave to satisfy fathers existence.
He cant improve if he doesn't get a chance
The tools are always in dads hands
"Watch and learn". Where to look he cant discern.
He cant understand what dad wont communicate,
when the things he says are too full of hate that child cannot relate
He has his own eyes, and he saw other sides.
He was starting to despise not being recognized.
Father wouldn't open his mind or even attempt to compromise
Under too much pressure, love was not implied.
There was too much frustration.
Teenager had to leave the situation, his life needed a mutation.
Wanted to live his own creations, live with his own aberrations.
Even if it meant starvation he had to get away from these relations.
He didn't need a judge,
Didn't need a crutch.
Just a nudge,
boost of confidence, a hugs a nice touch.
Was the abuse worth this loss?
When no one is there, is dad still the boss?