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methisthedevil
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Just wanted to share my story somewhere as I really dont have anyone I feel comfortable telling in person. BTW Im a 45 yo man that has only smoked pot and taken X a few times. No other drug use history.
So last Friday night I had taken some X with a friend. Ive done it a couple of times before no big deal. I knew my friend had done meth before and I got a hair up my ass and wanted to try. So friend got us some and we smoked a bunch around 6am Saturday. We did some more a few hours later. It was great at the time. I have no idea how much we smoked. I crashed around 11pm Saturday night and slept until around 11am Sunday upon which I smoked another good size bowl. Wasnt as good as the day before. I slept OK Sunday night, but Monday is when the problems began. I felt horrible on Monday. Super anxious, couldnt concentrate on my work, I just felt totally off. And what I realized is that I wanted more than anything to hit some more ice, and it would make be feel better. That actually scared the shit out of me. I ended up taking .5mg of Xanax and that helped me a ton. Its now Tuesday and while Im much better, Im still probably only 75% back to normal. And I still have this small craving of smoking again. I dont ever plan on touching the stuff again, but I totally can get how someone can get hooked on it.
So last Friday night I had taken some X with a friend. Ive done it a couple of times before no big deal. I knew my friend had done meth before and I got a hair up my ass and wanted to try. So friend got us some and we smoked a bunch around 6am Saturday. We did some more a few hours later. It was great at the time. I have no idea how much we smoked. I crashed around 11pm Saturday night and slept until around 11am Sunday upon which I smoked another good size bowl. Wasnt as good as the day before. I slept OK Sunday night, but Monday is when the problems began. I felt horrible on Monday. Super anxious, couldnt concentrate on my work, I just felt totally off. And what I realized is that I wanted more than anything to hit some more ice, and it would make be feel better. That actually scared the shit out of me. I ended up taking .5mg of Xanax and that helped me a ton. Its now Tuesday and while Im much better, Im still probably only 75% back to normal. And I still have this small craving of smoking again. I dont ever plan on touching the stuff again, but I totally can get how someone can get hooked on it.
