barrano247
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Ive been doing a decent amount of mxe recently, not much even with 4 people it took about 2 months to finish a gram. I noticed when i take mxe i think sooooo much about my life and everything about it. Well i had a good amount left and a fucked up scale, i tried to weigh out .1g but my shitty scale wasnt working right. So as an experienced drug user i did what anyone would, shoved the rest in my mouth. All of it was supposed to be that .1 but even when i poured clearly more than .1 the scale didnt read it so i have no clue the actual dose i took. It sure looked like much more than id ever tried.
Now like i said before im experienced in this shit, to the point where i do drugs like this in bad set and setting and turn it into a beautiful trip when things calm down. And this has literally worked for every drug ive ever taken, ride it out and dont fall into a negativity hole and you'll be fine. But with MXE, its gonna happen no matter what. You will be so objective that you will look at your entire life and character and reconsider how you do things.
For me it got me on bipolar. This compound is supposed to and had in the past have antidepressant qualities. But when you do strong doses things get much different. I actually had a life changing trip that was amazing, but it left me feeling like a fish in the sea, after realizing a lot of things about me. I mean a small fish, compared to sharks and swordfish. This mixed in with the reality that im breaking too many lawns and my entire lifestyle is terrible led to a very depressing after glow. It really started on the comedown, when it was 3am and i ran out of desire to listen to music, and had almost nothing to do. I lied in bed for 8ish hours barely watching tv mostly thinking about shit. I havent had suicidal thoughts in months, but after doing mxe theyve come back in full force. I feel terrible, irritiable, depressed, sad, and im constantly on the verge of crying. Id like to say the trip was worth it but i dont think anything is more important than mental health.
And off that note, mxe will make you obsess over important life events so if you have something to do before taking it i suggest not tripping till its done/your at peace with it.
I made this thread because a lot of people use mxe irresponsibly since its "benign" and versatile. It can carry the same risks as acid or shrooms, you should approach it the same way. And just because its always worked doesnt mean it will always work. Never forget good tripping principles. DONT take any of these drugs alone until you are comfortable that your mind can handle them. You have to be extremely smart and experienced with this stuff to pull off crazy solo trips. Lots of self coaching. If you have mental illness, you probably are like me and use drugs to help. Any drug that is known for actually interacting with serotonin receptors should be avoided at all costs. Dissociatives in general are horrible when your manic, even though you feel amazing yoy turn into a dumbass and feel like doing stupid things.
BTW its been about 16 hours since dosing orally and i still feel kinda fucked up. I got no sleep last night whatsoever.
Now like i said before im experienced in this shit, to the point where i do drugs like this in bad set and setting and turn it into a beautiful trip when things calm down. And this has literally worked for every drug ive ever taken, ride it out and dont fall into a negativity hole and you'll be fine. But with MXE, its gonna happen no matter what. You will be so objective that you will look at your entire life and character and reconsider how you do things.
For me it got me on bipolar. This compound is supposed to and had in the past have antidepressant qualities. But when you do strong doses things get much different. I actually had a life changing trip that was amazing, but it left me feeling like a fish in the sea, after realizing a lot of things about me. I mean a small fish, compared to sharks and swordfish. This mixed in with the reality that im breaking too many lawns and my entire lifestyle is terrible led to a very depressing after glow. It really started on the comedown, when it was 3am and i ran out of desire to listen to music, and had almost nothing to do. I lied in bed for 8ish hours barely watching tv mostly thinking about shit. I havent had suicidal thoughts in months, but after doing mxe theyve come back in full force. I feel terrible, irritiable, depressed, sad, and im constantly on the verge of crying. Id like to say the trip was worth it but i dont think anything is more important than mental health.
And off that note, mxe will make you obsess over important life events so if you have something to do before taking it i suggest not tripping till its done/your at peace with it.
I made this thread because a lot of people use mxe irresponsibly since its "benign" and versatile. It can carry the same risks as acid or shrooms, you should approach it the same way. And just because its always worked doesnt mean it will always work. Never forget good tripping principles. DONT take any of these drugs alone until you are comfortable that your mind can handle them. You have to be extremely smart and experienced with this stuff to pull off crazy solo trips. Lots of self coaching. If you have mental illness, you probably are like me and use drugs to help. Any drug that is known for actually interacting with serotonin receptors should be avoided at all costs. Dissociatives in general are horrible when your manic, even though you feel amazing yoy turn into a dumbass and feel like doing stupid things.
BTW its been about 16 hours since dosing orally and i still feel kinda fucked up. I got no sleep last night whatsoever.