Took lsd and need some help

[Masterj357]

So 3 years ago i took lsd 3 times. The first trip was good. Maybe a hint of blocked energy. The 2nd trip is what i think caused my problems. I had a very bad trip. Lots of grinding sounds. Lots of red like warning. And everything was inverted. I cant remeber half the trip due to the fact that lsd took my memory away (i believe) it was just very traumatic. My 3rd trip i didnt feel anything at all due to the 2nd trips lasting effects. So 3 years later and i just feel so blind. I feel that i cant expereince anything, no thought, no emotions, etc. I think my mind is closed. If i think really hard it kinda feels like my mind is like stuck on that trip i had. Like i sense that its stuck on an image of the trip. Need some help. Im thinking about taking shrooms but i just dont know what to do.

 

[pupnik]

why do you want mushrooms?
what else is going on in your life?
are you on any medications?
do you have OCD?

 

[Masterj357]

I just dont have much of a choice about mushrooms. Ive been told they could help me. I take gabapentin and zyprexa but they dont do anything. I dont have ocd. My life is pretty suck. I have no thought process. I experience no emotion. Everything just seems unseemable. Idk what to do. Its like im void of everything.

 

[pupnik]

join the YMCA or equivalent and make sure you are in good physical shape, mushrooms are for later when you are already in good shape.

 

[Masterj357]

Ok thanks man.