Fuck me. It's my first time posting on BL I've been lurking here for many years. Hopefully I don't break any rules. I've just been so immobilized the past 2 days I've been pouring over threads on here and Reddit. So I have been using tianeptine sodium for about 6 months. Most recently I was at 2-3gpd but I've been as high as 7-8. Fucking gnarly. So I basically got sick of it and was fighting so hard to get through the holidays I knew I only had enough to get me through Christmas night and was committed to toughing out the wd’s with kratom and phenibut as I was staying at my gfs mom’s house for the holiday. Felt like a safe place and I was actually able to play it off as a bad flu. But the day after jumping of Tia I was taking up to 60 gpd of kratom, not really feeling the effect so much as an ability to at least lay still for a couple hours. I did this for 3 days and on the 4th day I drove home to CA. I was still taking kratom but it got to the point I needed to take 10+gs every 1.5 hours or if fall right back into wd’s. I knew this wasn't sustainable so I caved and picked up some Tia.
The next week I did ok with my dosage it was lowered from a few days off but then I had a buddy send me some Adderall and suboxone to help me kick. I took the Adderall last Friday and all hell broke loose with my Tia dosage. I found myself getting right back up to over 5gs those last two days.
Finally, Sunday comes and I wake up at 2pm cuz I was on an Adderall bender late the night before and I was out of Tia. I had 5 measly tianaa pills which I took shortly after waking up. I actually slept some that night but wd’s started setting in the next morning. I made it to about 24 hours after taking the tianaa and maybe 36 since taking real Tia. I started with 4mgs didn't get any PWD but then worked my way up to 24mgs with no real relief. I felt ok the first couple hours after I hit 24mg but then into the evening I was on and off cold sweats, gi issues, no sleep. Def wasn't PWD but it's like the subs didn't touch it. I did a lot of reading and saw so many positive reports on using subs this way but I also saw plenty of people it didn't work for. Unfortunately I didn't have enough subs to try this experiment again but I had more Tia coming this morning. I also researched and saw plenty of people who were able to dose Tia after using subs but again not me. Took a little over my normal dose as it was sulfate but I know how much to take to get an effect. And just nothing. It's weird I almost think the subs we're operating better in my system today because after I finally got out of bed (after spending a whole night awake trying to not keep my gf up with my wd’s) I wasn't dealing with the hot/cold as much just sweaty palms, fatigue, heavy depression and no appetite.
I guess in just ranting about my most recent fuck up. Nobody in my life knows what's going on. But i’m passed the point where I can get rehab/detox help from family. I was trying to just maintain this on my own and was praying a 4 day sub taper would work but it looks like I'm back to square 1. But I guess my only question is in your experience after taking 24mgs of subs it's gonna be about 2-3 days before I can take Tia again? I'm just trying to figure out how to get well enough to get my ass up and seek out help or make another order for more Tia. Cuz at this point I really can't go thru a full blown Tia we where I am staying. Maybe the best option is to order more and just try and do a quick taper.
Sorry this ended up as my whole fucking story but hopefully someone took the time to read it who has some advice. Thanks!
The next week I did ok with my dosage it was lowered from a few days off but then I had a buddy send me some Adderall and suboxone to help me kick. I took the Adderall last Friday and all hell broke loose with my Tia dosage. I found myself getting right back up to over 5gs those last two days.
Finally, Sunday comes and I wake up at 2pm cuz I was on an Adderall bender late the night before and I was out of Tia. I had 5 measly tianaa pills which I took shortly after waking up. I actually slept some that night but wd’s started setting in the next morning. I made it to about 24 hours after taking the tianaa and maybe 36 since taking real Tia. I started with 4mgs didn't get any PWD but then worked my way up to 24mgs with no real relief. I felt ok the first couple hours after I hit 24mg but then into the evening I was on and off cold sweats, gi issues, no sleep. Def wasn't PWD but it's like the subs didn't touch it. I did a lot of reading and saw so many positive reports on using subs this way but I also saw plenty of people it didn't work for. Unfortunately I didn't have enough subs to try this experiment again but I had more Tia coming this morning. I also researched and saw plenty of people who were able to dose Tia after using subs but again not me. Took a little over my normal dose as it was sulfate but I know how much to take to get an effect. And just nothing. It's weird I almost think the subs we're operating better in my system today because after I finally got out of bed (after spending a whole night awake trying to not keep my gf up with my wd’s) I wasn't dealing with the hot/cold as much just sweaty palms, fatigue, heavy depression and no appetite.
I guess in just ranting about my most recent fuck up. Nobody in my life knows what's going on. But i’m passed the point where I can get rehab/detox help from family. I was trying to just maintain this on my own and was praying a 4 day sub taper would work but it looks like I'm back to square 1. But I guess my only question is in your experience after taking 24mgs of subs it's gonna be about 2-3 days before I can take Tia again? I'm just trying to figure out how to get well enough to get my ass up and seek out help or make another order for more Tia. Cuz at this point I really can't go thru a full blown Tia we where I am staying. Maybe the best option is to order more and just try and do a quick taper.
Sorry this ended up as my whole fucking story but hopefully someone took the time to read it who has some advice. Thanks!