If there is something that I have learned, it is that God often lets us wait, so that we learn to trust him.
"And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The Lord is my God." (Zecharia 13:9)
You should not unnecessarily bring yourself into a desperate situation and then expect God to help you. That would be akin to testing the Lord. God expects us to use our own resources to the best of our knowledge before turning to him for help.
So I would strongly recommend you switch to something like Suboxone and wait until you no longer feel the effects of the Invega Sustenna before you taper off and withdraw.
Particularly if you feel you are still occassionally being attacked by the demons. According to St. Ignatius of Loyola, demons retreat from vigor, but mercilessly attack weakness. So you shouldn't unnecessarily weaken yourself at this point. Rather, get on the Suboxone, continue praying and wait until God shows you how to proceed. I'll pray for you.
If you want to you could try withdrawing with the help of Kratom. I'd advise you to also get a few days worth of a Benzodiazepine. The combination of those two should certainly make the withdrawal more bearable. If it's still too hard, you can use the Kratom for the transition from Tianeptine to Suboxone.
pbuilder said:
You are obviously mentally ill dude... Of course you won't believe that, because crazy people don't believe that they are crazy. That's the definition of insanity. No you are not possessed. No other people in the psych ward are not possessed. No you aren't hearing demons. You are just really in need of psychiatric help my dude...
sekio said:
mmm, no, belief in phenomena that are agreed to be nonsense in this day and age is the sign of craziness. posession doesn't exist in a medically repicable sense, however delusions/schzioid thinking does. you may notice how many cases of exorcism have ended up in the New England Journal Of Medicine, just like faith healing never made it into the Lancet.
If I'm not mistaken he no longer hears voices and doesn't believe to be possessed. He merely doesn't think that his experience was one of mere psychosis and I think that's understandable if you look at his description. Anyways, if that is insanity, then most Christians would have to be considered in dire need of medical attention.