SpeedBall79
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 16, 2015
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Hi Everyone,
I'm looking for some advice on my current situation. I recently kicked Suboxone and 4 months ago. Then had a little romance with Speedballs before moving to Warren Maine from Denver, CO.
Anyway, I dont have any connections here and I spend almost all of my time thinking about dope. I guess I wasnt ready to stop. So imagine being without something that you want really badly. This is unbearable. I've been using a lot of Kratom to get by, but basically all that does is tease my opiate receptors since I have quite the tolerance now.
What advice can you give me? I'd use if I had a connection. And being honest with myself, I know I'm not done with Heroin. What do I do? Because the craving are constant. And everyday is the same. It doesn't get better or easier.
P.s-I hope this is posted in the right place.
I'm looking for some advice on my current situation. I recently kicked Suboxone and 4 months ago. Then had a little romance with Speedballs before moving to Warren Maine from Denver, CO.
Anyway, I dont have any connections here and I spend almost all of my time thinking about dope. I guess I wasnt ready to stop. So imagine being without something that you want really badly. This is unbearable. I've been using a lot of Kratom to get by, but basically all that does is tease my opiate receptors since I have quite the tolerance now.
What advice can you give me? I'd use if I had a connection. And being honest with myself, I know I'm not done with Heroin. What do I do? Because the craving are constant. And everyday is the same. It doesn't get better or easier.
P.s-I hope this is posted in the right place.