So in late September, my dealer gave us a new batch of Molly and said that it was their best yet. I've taking molly and ecstasy quite a bit in my life. And usually before I would take 2 pills of Molly, but they were not 100 g each as they're supposed to be. They're a little bit weaker, but I wouldn't know, I never tested these things out. My mistake for not buying a test kit.
Anyways, I took 2 pills and they mdma was too strong for me and too much for me to handle. My mind started flipping rapidly, meaning I'm thinking of too many things at once and I would think of a different subject in like one second. I couldn't drive at all, I could not focus on anything, I was not aware of what I was doing. And then I blacked out for a bit, a period of time where I don't remember anything, but my friends were trying to help and take care of me. They told me I was mumbling, speaking gibberish, talking to myself, saying random things every other minute. They tried to talk to me and I wouldn't answer them back. Then after that I started to hallucinate. My friends took me to the ER, but I was tripping out bad. I thought the ER people were trying to kidnap and rape me. All my worst fears came alive through my hallucinations. I took the pills at 6pm didn't get out of the ER till 4 am. For a couple weeks, I caught myself not talking grammatically correct.
I last took that in September. It is now April. I have been sober for 6 months. And I was thinking of doing mdma again, not as much as I used to. But just once in awhile. I've been eating healthy, exercising, taking vitamins. Basically living a healthy life. I'm just afraid that the same thing is gonna happen to me as last time. I'm hesitant to taking this cause of the scare I had last time. But I know what I'm taking this time, and my friend already tried out the pill, and it was a good roll. Im thinking if I take the same pill as him I'll have the same effects? Do you guys think I'll be okay to take it? Any thoughts?
Anyways, I took 2 pills and they mdma was too strong for me and too much for me to handle. My mind started flipping rapidly, meaning I'm thinking of too many things at once and I would think of a different subject in like one second. I couldn't drive at all, I could not focus on anything, I was not aware of what I was doing. And then I blacked out for a bit, a period of time where I don't remember anything, but my friends were trying to help and take care of me. They told me I was mumbling, speaking gibberish, talking to myself, saying random things every other minute. They tried to talk to me and I wouldn't answer them back. Then after that I started to hallucinate. My friends took me to the ER, but I was tripping out bad. I thought the ER people were trying to kidnap and rape me. All my worst fears came alive through my hallucinations. I took the pills at 6pm didn't get out of the ER till 4 am. For a couple weeks, I caught myself not talking grammatically correct.
I last took that in September. It is now April. I have been sober for 6 months. And I was thinking of doing mdma again, not as much as I used to. But just once in awhile. I've been eating healthy, exercising, taking vitamins. Basically living a healthy life. I'm just afraid that the same thing is gonna happen to me as last time. I'm hesitant to taking this cause of the scare I had last time. But I know what I'm taking this time, and my friend already tried out the pill, and it was a good roll. Im thinking if I take the same pill as him I'll have the same effects? Do you guys think I'll be okay to take it? Any thoughts?
