Ganj
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 2, 2013
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Hi all
*sighs* so here I find myself again... about a month ago I did ~1mg of LSD over 12 hours, I had this idea in my head based on past experiences that once you have dosed continual dosing only prolongs a trip rather than intensifying it, although I found out that this is not so much the case if you stay ahead of the tolerance curve via constant dosing. The trip went fantastically and I had some fundamental revelations crystallised (We are all equal, the sources of some of my subconscious frustrations etc...) up until a point where I realised I was in way deeper water than I meant to and it became a bit too much although only for an hour or two and then was tolerable.
Up until this particular trip the slow descent of the plateau has been one of my favourite parts of tripping, although this one was much more like a classic 'comedown' and was not enjoyable and involved a lot of quite uncomfortable glossolalia I couldn't tune out very well. Once I finally got to sleep the next night everything was more or less fine, other than a somewhat expected completely new take on reality.
I am not concerned that I am still tripping or any of that nonsense, but a month later I am still in a rather uncomfortable headspace and cant really relax. Every thing feels very acidy,l I don't feel more anxious just very alert constantly, I feel like I am in some kind of psychedelic waiting room and that there is a very long queue. What wont have helped is up until this trip I was smoking a lot of weed which was making me a bit paranoid in general but I kept smoking anyway (Have stopped now).
I have had a 2cb trip since that went really well and I feel a bit better after that, which has made me come to the conclusion that depending on peoples opinions a sort of aimed acid trip on a low dose with a very experienced friend is probably the best way to go. I feel the issue came from having to navigate my way home (where I live has serious police activity and I have been convicted and stopped on the street before) with drugs in my bag in a bad mind state anyway feeling I've seriously jolted my mind...
On one level I understand some key parts of life and have never been quite so grateful for the abundance of things I didn't appreciate before, on another I have kind of fried my brain I'm only 17... Hasn't kicked in till I typed it quite how young I actually am...
I tick all the basic recovery boxes I am basically vegan, exercise and have consistently meditated for almost a year now and I'm not doing any other drugs.
Opinions are always seriously appreciated, thanks for reading!
*sighs* so here I find myself again... about a month ago I did ~1mg of LSD over 12 hours, I had this idea in my head based on past experiences that once you have dosed continual dosing only prolongs a trip rather than intensifying it, although I found out that this is not so much the case if you stay ahead of the tolerance curve via constant dosing. The trip went fantastically and I had some fundamental revelations crystallised (We are all equal, the sources of some of my subconscious frustrations etc...) up until a point where I realised I was in way deeper water than I meant to and it became a bit too much although only for an hour or two and then was tolerable.
Up until this particular trip the slow descent of the plateau has been one of my favourite parts of tripping, although this one was much more like a classic 'comedown' and was not enjoyable and involved a lot of quite uncomfortable glossolalia I couldn't tune out very well. Once I finally got to sleep the next night everything was more or less fine, other than a somewhat expected completely new take on reality.
I am not concerned that I am still tripping or any of that nonsense, but a month later I am still in a rather uncomfortable headspace and cant really relax. Every thing feels very acidy,l I don't feel more anxious just very alert constantly, I feel like I am in some kind of psychedelic waiting room and that there is a very long queue. What wont have helped is up until this trip I was smoking a lot of weed which was making me a bit paranoid in general but I kept smoking anyway (Have stopped now).
I have had a 2cb trip since that went really well and I feel a bit better after that, which has made me come to the conclusion that depending on peoples opinions a sort of aimed acid trip on a low dose with a very experienced friend is probably the best way to go. I feel the issue came from having to navigate my way home (where I live has serious police activity and I have been convicted and stopped on the street before) with drugs in my bag in a bad mind state anyway feeling I've seriously jolted my mind...
On one level I understand some key parts of life and have never been quite so grateful for the abundance of things I didn't appreciate before, on another I have kind of fried my brain I'm only 17... Hasn't kicked in till I typed it quite how young I actually am...
I tick all the basic recovery boxes I am basically vegan, exercise and have consistently meditated for almost a year now and I'm not doing any other drugs.
Opinions are always seriously appreciated, thanks for reading!