The Downward Spiral of Propylhexedrine. DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME.

[Research Professor]

I made a post under an abandoned username a little over 2 years ago on propylhexedrine. I read it last week I think, and it really made me ponder how the hell I am still using this dastardly heinous compound YEARS later.

I can't tell all right now because it's really painful and still shocking to me what this drug did to my life, what this single drug did, and I've used dozens, from classical wonders to obscure RC's, none have ripped my life apart as monstrously as this drug.

I thought I was going to have a stroke or my brain was gonna pop on the left side or something yesterday at the tail end of a binge, the sensation is not new by any means I even scheduled an appointment with a neurology center over a year ago about it, after my dosages exceeded 500mg, sometimes up to 750mg for a couple days in a row. Really don't know how to describe it but it's a physical sensation not just neurological. I just can't bring myself to write the full story yet.

Porn addiction, well more like Coolidge Effect addiction as erotica and sexy women were more my problem than hardcore internet porn (what does one do other than masturbate while looking at this kind of digital stimulation??? Propylhexedrine use was the fuel for the fire of fapping so to speak and they fused into one life destroying beast, I'm not embarrassed to admit this porn/masturbation is a huge problem for many people today and it is a really painful and troubling issue trying to get clean, add a dangerously unhealthy stimulant on top of that and demonic artwork of succubi and demonesses and it's safe to say this is a MONSTER of an addiction which has caused me lost jobs, damaged if not destroyed relationships, and fear for my life and future.

That's all for now.

 

[Research Professor]

This is obviously not just propylhexedrine but for my own personal experience with this drug this chemical is solely responsible for nearly killing me and I have no doubt if I don't stop now my brain's blood vessels (wild speculation here but perhaps it's my left vertebral arteries??) are going to burst due to the vasoconstrictive effects of this drug and I will have a stroke no questions asked.

I only use it with alcohol. Which is terrible as sometimes I still lie to myself saying I will only have a little wine and won't look at the naughty pixels while tweaking on propylhex. This beast just doesn't operate like that. The only drugs I can take safely without risk of abuse are psychedelics and they always make me want to get clean after a powerful trip which is amazing. I probably should prepare to kill this addiction with a psy and get ready to recover, my spirit needs a jolt of insight and truth and San Pedro may be the answer this time around.

 

[Moreaux]

You have a lot going on and your addiction has several layers, have you considered therapy along with working with an addiction specialist?

 

[Muzda Jonxx]

I'm not sure that psychedelics are going to help, sounds more like an excuse to trip to me. Not that I've got any problem with that, I took my monthly dose of mushrooms about 20 minutes ago and am relaxing with some mellow tunes hoping for a spangly Friday evening.

This propylhexedrine stuff sounds really nasty. I must confess I'd never heard of it, but the dirty cousin of meth sounds like an ugly beast.

How's your life aside from the propylhexedrine problem? If you mend the rest of your life a bit, quitting won't be so big of a problem. My therapist told me two things years ago that really stuck with me. They were -

1. If you don't change anything, nothing's going to change.

2. If the life you create after quitting isn't better than the one you had whilst using, relapse is inevitable.

I'm rooting for you, as Moreaux suggests speaking to the experts could definitely help. Aside from that I don't know the best way out of an amphetamine addiction, unfortunately. It deffo sounds like you're ready to make that leap though. What's good in your life that's unrelated to propylhexedrine?

 

[Cosmic Trigger]

I made a post under an abandoned username a little over 2 years ago on propylhexedrine. I read it last week I think, and it really made me ponder how the hell I am still using this dastardly heinous compound YEARS later.

I can't tell all right now because it's really painful and still shocking to me what this drug did to my life, what this single drug did, and I've used dozens, from classical wonders to obscure RC's, none have ripped my life apart as monstrously as this drug.

I thought I was going to have a stroke or my brain was gonna pop on the left side or something yesterday at the tail end of a binge, the sensation is not new by any means I even scheduled an appointment with a neurology center over a year ago about it, after my dosages exceeded 500mg, sometimes up to 750mg for a couple days in a row. Really don't know how to describe it but it's a physical sensation not just neurological. I just can't bring myself to write the full story yet.

Porn addiction, well more like Coolidge Effect addiction as erotica and sexy women were more my problem than hardcore internet porn (what does one do other than masturbate while looking at this kind of digital stimulation??? Propylhexedrine use was the fuel for the fire of fapping so to speak and they fused into one life destroying beast, I'm not embarrassed to admit this porn/masturbation is a huge problem for many people today and it is a really painful and troubling issue trying to get clean, add a dangerously unhealthy stimulant on top of that and demonic artwork of succubi and demonesses and it's safe to say this is a MONSTER of an addiction which has caused me lost jobs, damaged if not destroyed relationships, and fear for my life and future.

That's all for now.

Man I'm sorry to hear of your situation. I've spent a life with porn and now that I'm old I realize what I have given up to this addiction. It's this narcissistic culture. I feel like I'm living in the world of the damned. And the price to my spirit is now come due. The question is not how long do I live but can I salvage some of the damage to my spirit before the end. Brother I hope you find some peace.

 

[rainyday107]

Research Professor,

How are you doing lately?

 

[JBrandon]

In order to kick my meth/crack/GHB addiction, I also had to address my pornography addiction. Once you've developed a cross-addiction like that, they feed each other, no question.

 

[Napdmd]

My porn addiction gave me depression, insomnia, brain fog and anxiety. Stopping to watch porn gave me nasty withdrawals. In order to find relieve for all that, I took drugs like oxycodone, morphine, benzo's, phenibut, baclofen, pregabalin and benzos. Now I suffer from GABAergic withdrawal and I am still relapsing to porn. Porn fucked me up, and is almost impossible to quit.