Hello.
I will try to keep it short as i will pop in an hour or two. I am somewhat experienced with mdma, and after the last roll i gave a 3 months of break. Yesterday i popped after the break, about 120mg from a tested pure mdma pill.
As i came up with little anxiety and peaked, i popped another 40-50 mg.
then after half an hour my anxiety has started again and didn't end for at least an hour or so. I only had 20-30 minutes from the peak when anxiety wore off. What caused my anxiety that much? I never experienced that much before. Was it about the come up of the redosed pill? Or did i yake too much in general? I mean if i take 180mg at once today without redosing, do you think the anxiety will kill my roll again? Yesterday, the peak before second long anxiety(first was a regular short anxiety) was ammmazing, though a bit less than enough. So should i take 180mg at once? Or take 120mg again without redosing?
Notes:
-Yesterday i barely ate anything whole day even before rolling which might be a factor?
-as i rolled alone yesterday, i got out put on earphones and listened to music while peaking with noone around, then an old guy came out of nowhere, dug the grass for like 1-2 hours which annoyed me like hell. Might it be the actual cause of anxiety? But it took too long ouch, peak diminished.
Edit:
Does a come up anxiety normally last an hour or so? If so, then i might have just mistakenly thought it took too long and i wouldnt get the peak and therefore redosed for the third time?
6.45pm -initial 120 mg
7.20- 60 mg redose
9.15- 180mg redose(which messed me way moore up like shit i know it's not right to take more than 1/2 of initial)
I will try to keep it short as i will pop in an hour or two. I am somewhat experienced with mdma, and after the last roll i gave a 3 months of break. Yesterday i popped after the break, about 120mg from a tested pure mdma pill.
As i came up with little anxiety and peaked, i popped another 40-50 mg.
then after half an hour my anxiety has started again and didn't end for at least an hour or so. I only had 20-30 minutes from the peak when anxiety wore off. What caused my anxiety that much? I never experienced that much before. Was it about the come up of the redosed pill? Or did i yake too much in general? I mean if i take 180mg at once today without redosing, do you think the anxiety will kill my roll again? Yesterday, the peak before second long anxiety(first was a regular short anxiety) was ammmazing, though a bit less than enough. So should i take 180mg at once? Or take 120mg again without redosing?
Notes:
-Yesterday i barely ate anything whole day even before rolling which might be a factor?
-as i rolled alone yesterday, i got out put on earphones and listened to music while peaking with noone around, then an old guy came out of nowhere, dug the grass for like 1-2 hours which annoyed me like hell. Might it be the actual cause of anxiety? But it took too long ouch, peak diminished.
Edit:
Does a come up anxiety normally last an hour or so? If so, then i might have just mistakenly thought it took too long and i wouldnt get the peak and therefore redosed for the third time?
6.45pm -initial 120 mg
7.20- 60 mg redose
9.15- 180mg redose(which messed me way moore up like shit i know it's not right to take more than 1/2 of initial)
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