Stimlover22
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- Jul 11, 2012
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I actually have mixed diagnoses of adult adhd/narcolepsy( I know, how does that happen)? Before I decided to see a doctor and received my diagnoses I would self medicate heavily with stimulants, mainly shards (meth), street adderall and the such. I never disclosed my self medicating habits to my MD of course when I sought medical help (for my diagnosis, not for drug abuse).
So naturally speaking, I have a very high tolerance for amphetamines, like the doctor had me on Adderall IR 30mg 4x a day and when first started on that dosage I was superman, then my prior tolerance of meth abuse and regularly therapeutic doses of my rx adderall tol caught up with me and it takes about 160mg IR of addie to get me where I wanna be, not even kidding.
For insurance reasons, (and I knew i'd regret it) I asked my MD to switch me to Ritalin (methylphenidate). He started me @ 10mg 2x daily (not sure if there is a cross tolerance with amps and methylphenidate, but popping them all day & not felt much of anything).
Damn, so far since receiving my ritalin prescription today, i've gone through 80mgs (not all at once just in case of a reaction) in the last 10-11 hours and used various ROA so far. Everything short of smoking, plugging, or I.V.ing it and i've yet to get that rush of dopamine one single time yet, or the feeling of those little butterflies in my stomach my 30mg addie would provide first thing on an empty stomach.
***Thinking of going all out right now and popping 4 at the same time, I have 30ml vial liquid pg solution of a benzo-etizolam- just in case I feel like I may have overdone it if I choose to do this. Is this an okay idea?
WTF? I hear ritalin is supposed to be like a cocaine buzz, if anything my thoughts are a bit more speedy but I feel nothing like I just bumped a line of some fish scale (or even low quality blow), or even even remotely feel like I railed a 60mg line of plain ol adderall.
Could there be a cross-tolerance issue carrying over here, even though Ritz aren't "amphetamines"? Jesus.. how much do I have to pop, snort, at one time to get the classic "Ritalin High"?
So naturally speaking, I have a very high tolerance for amphetamines, like the doctor had me on Adderall IR 30mg 4x a day and when first started on that dosage I was superman, then my prior tolerance of meth abuse and regularly therapeutic doses of my rx adderall tol caught up with me and it takes about 160mg IR of addie to get me where I wanna be, not even kidding.
For insurance reasons, (and I knew i'd regret it) I asked my MD to switch me to Ritalin (methylphenidate). He started me @ 10mg 2x daily (not sure if there is a cross tolerance with amps and methylphenidate, but popping them all day & not felt much of anything).
Damn, so far since receiving my ritalin prescription today, i've gone through 80mgs (not all at once just in case of a reaction) in the last 10-11 hours and used various ROA so far. Everything short of smoking, plugging, or I.V.ing it and i've yet to get that rush of dopamine one single time yet, or the feeling of those little butterflies in my stomach my 30mg addie would provide first thing on an empty stomach.
***Thinking of going all out right now and popping 4 at the same time, I have 30ml vial liquid pg solution of a benzo-etizolam- just in case I feel like I may have overdone it if I choose to do this. Is this an okay idea?
WTF? I hear ritalin is supposed to be like a cocaine buzz, if anything my thoughts are a bit more speedy but I feel nothing like I just bumped a line of some fish scale (or even low quality blow), or even even remotely feel like I railed a 60mg line of plain ol adderall.
Could there be a cross-tolerance issue carrying over here, even though Ritz aren't "amphetamines"? Jesus.. how much do I have to pop, snort, at one time to get the classic "Ritalin High"?