getting drugs in the mail has always made me super paranoid that the authorities know. i mean, i don't see how they don't with how some of the packaging is, and none of the people sending stuff through the mail that i've encountered sent from the same address, so it was like getting random out of state addresses that look sketchy as fuck every couple weeks. some of the addresses i would google and they wouldn't even be real too. idk.
at least with a dealer you know they aren't interested in getting in trouble, so it's more discreet... i'm less interested in getting stuff in the mail too, because who knows if people are getting in trouble or not. like i was getting lsd anologues from a site that was up for like twenty years. i thought it was like a joke with canadian gangs/government so i was pretty comfortable ordering with all the online reviews and actual in life people i've heard order from it, but since that shut down i feel bad ordering. i figure all the people sending the packages are cought up in gangs too. idk if people feel obligated to deal drugs or if they are really doing it for profit. i would get some pretty good deals online, a lot cheaper than a friend dealer. some one told me that a great deal of the street weed i was getting was from the internet/mail order too, and i definitely got a few of the exact nugs that i'd get on the streets, so i'm guessing a ton of stuff goes through the mail and it's pretty casual. but do people casually get in trouble? usually the people ordering will just get a letter saying their package was seized is the most confrontation i've heard of people encountering. i always thought the government knew about all the stuff i was ordering and let me because i was in some type of MK Ultra like experiment when i was a kid. i kind of thought they must've been watching the mail boxes people were sending me shit from. but the people sending the stuff must go to all different areas to send packages. you could order with signed shipping too though. i did that once thinking i was doing the right thing so a kid couldn't rob my mail box or something and then i was like, "who the fuck would actually want to take this package into the post office and send it like that". seems like i was creating some bad situation they didn't need.
a site that i ordered some lsd from like ten years ago that stopped sending a couple months after i placed my first two orders actually started selling again in the past week and i'm definitely tempted to order just once as not to cause any problems for them. the price is kind of high, so i don't know that they don't want to sell it. but i don't want to get too cought up in that because what if the government creates some new plan to stop mail order and send every one doing it to jail including the users. i'm bringing some super paranoid vibes here, sorry, but that's just what i always think. this site also had some FIRE tabs that were a good deal over 100ugs that they sent me a twenty strip of and then they sent me some pink panther ones that seemed a little under 100ugs, so who knows what i'm going to get too. at least with the canadian research companies it was the same dose all the time. shit is sketchy. but i'm definitely going to be tempted to order when i move out of my parents house if they still have it. i'm torn about whether or not i need lsd in my life any more because of how much i've done it and the fact i won't be able to feel that way all the time makes me almost not even care to do it. again kind of getting off topic, but yeah. i'd rather have a sweet dealer in person.
oh yeah, and if weed weren't legal now and i didn't have a dealer, i'm so addicted that i'd forget about the paranoia and keep ordering through mail. not addicted to lsd anymore, but weed i can't really live with out and feel good.
