Psychososig
Greenlighter
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- May 15, 2017
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I'm 16 and started taking mdma a few months ago, I found it therapeutic so kept on taking it. I would sometimes buy in pill form or crystal form (pretty pure).
After my first few rolls I found myself wanting more and more of it, so I ended up taking a small amount each night, a few times per week. I think my longest 'streak' was about 9 days, although only in small doses, just enough so that I felt calmer or more socialable, probably about 50mg (although I'm not entirely sure).
A few nights ago I was out, and took about 200mg of MDMA in its crystal form, then ingested 1 pill. The pill was cut with speed (apparently). I stupidly did this on an empty stomach and hadn't eaten for around 22 hours when I took it. Before this night, I had taken my 40-50mg each night for around 4 nights.
I woke up the next morning experiencing pains I had never experienced after rolling, my friend is much smaller than me and she's always fine (around 5,5") whereas I am 5 foot 10" and always end up worse. Throughout the night I did not eat and could not eat in the morning as I felt too neasous. At around 1pm I started experiencing stomach pains every time I moved, giggled, or even coughed. It felt like I was being stabbed in my stomach, dull but sharp at the same time (if that makes sense), between my chest and my belly button. When I felt my stomach it was rock solid, very tense. I have also been feeling very sick and am slightly dizzy whenever I stand up.
I've tried to google things but I'm stumped as to what it is. I considered a stomach ulcer but do not know if it's that bad. Has anyone else experienced this? Is it normal and will it go away on its own or will I need to visit my doctor?
Thank you in advance.
After my first few rolls I found myself wanting more and more of it, so I ended up taking a small amount each night, a few times per week. I think my longest 'streak' was about 9 days, although only in small doses, just enough so that I felt calmer or more socialable, probably about 50mg (although I'm not entirely sure).
A few nights ago I was out, and took about 200mg of MDMA in its crystal form, then ingested 1 pill. The pill was cut with speed (apparently). I stupidly did this on an empty stomach and hadn't eaten for around 22 hours when I took it. Before this night, I had taken my 40-50mg each night for around 4 nights.
I woke up the next morning experiencing pains I had never experienced after rolling, my friend is much smaller than me and she's always fine (around 5,5") whereas I am 5 foot 10" and always end up worse. Throughout the night I did not eat and could not eat in the morning as I felt too neasous. At around 1pm I started experiencing stomach pains every time I moved, giggled, or even coughed. It felt like I was being stabbed in my stomach, dull but sharp at the same time (if that makes sense), between my chest and my belly button. When I felt my stomach it was rock solid, very tense. I have also been feeling very sick and am slightly dizzy whenever I stand up.
I've tried to google things but I'm stumped as to what it is. I considered a stomach ulcer but do not know if it's that bad. Has anyone else experienced this? Is it normal and will it go away on its own or will I need to visit my doctor?
Thank you in advance.
