first i have to clarify that im talking about the plain ol amphetamine paste, which ive been snorting for abt two years occasionally and four or five months regularly, so im by no means new to using it (but kinda new to abusing it). yes, i have done a fair amount of research, however id like to hear actual speed users' experiences and advice on the following side effects.
the first one is just annoying, i smell so fucking bad people, its like im rotting from the inside every time i breathe out, my urin reeks of salty rotten meat (???) and theres a constant taste/smell of chemicals mixed with shit in my mouth and throat. is there anything i can do abt that besides brushing my teeth every day?
i cannot get high on mdma anymore, quite the opposite, the last ten or so times i took it were the worst drug experiences ever (i was in pain and felt generally terrible, but not at all intoxicated). is this because my body is simply out of serotonin due to using amph (not a chemist, no idea if what i just said was painful to read) and if so, how is it possible for everyone else who is addicted to similar drugs to still enjoy their e pills?
moving on, i may sound painfully naive but i struggle with not being able to fall asleep for an unusually long time after taking speed (snort a half a g in the morning, wont sleep for the next two days). ive been told this is ubnormal. and, cmon guys, my stuff is really not that good. also, my ears hurt like a bitch. am i damaging my hearing, never heard anyone mentioning this bullshit side effect?
ok this one might actually be (potentially) dangerous, sometimes i find myself scratching and butchering myself in front of the mirror, not able to stop (having pimples at 22 doesnt help, more reasons to pick my skin) for hours. is this amphetamine induced or could i be getting something like meth?
id also really appreciate tips on how to cope with constant twitching and shaking and rls at nights and all that neuro stuff, thanks in advance, peace.
TL;DR: i smell disgusting, my ears hurt, cant sleep for hours after snorting, series of bad mdma highs, scratching my face until covered with blood (meth?), also RLS.
the first one is just annoying, i smell so fucking bad people, its like im rotting from the inside every time i breathe out, my urin reeks of salty rotten meat (???) and theres a constant taste/smell of chemicals mixed with shit in my mouth and throat. is there anything i can do abt that besides brushing my teeth every day?
i cannot get high on mdma anymore, quite the opposite, the last ten or so times i took it were the worst drug experiences ever (i was in pain and felt generally terrible, but not at all intoxicated). is this because my body is simply out of serotonin due to using amph (not a chemist, no idea if what i just said was painful to read) and if so, how is it possible for everyone else who is addicted to similar drugs to still enjoy their e pills?
moving on, i may sound painfully naive but i struggle with not being able to fall asleep for an unusually long time after taking speed (snort a half a g in the morning, wont sleep for the next two days). ive been told this is ubnormal. and, cmon guys, my stuff is really not that good. also, my ears hurt like a bitch. am i damaging my hearing, never heard anyone mentioning this bullshit side effect?
ok this one might actually be (potentially) dangerous, sometimes i find myself scratching and butchering myself in front of the mirror, not able to stop (having pimples at 22 doesnt help, more reasons to pick my skin) for hours. is this amphetamine induced or could i be getting something like meth?
id also really appreciate tips on how to cope with constant twitching and shaking and rls at nights and all that neuro stuff, thanks in advance, peace.
TL;DR: i smell disgusting, my ears hurt, cant sleep for hours after snorting, series of bad mdma highs, scratching my face until covered with blood (meth?), also RLS.
