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Speed - "Im the jack the ripper of masturbation"

Ismene2

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I cannot be stopped and Ive never been caught.

Do you bother taking uppers to flog yourself anymore?
 
No. Wanking was rarely the main motivation for taking speed or Mephedrone, which were both very similar in their effects profile. The cracking musical appreciation, overall buzz and mood lift and confidence and sociability were the main positives.. Wanking was mainly something to do during the come downs as a distraction from the misery. The thought of having a good wank at the end of the night would be there at the back of my mind, but I usually tried to supress those thoughts for as long as possible.

When I started using Mephedrone for nights in, rather than just for nights out at gigs etc that's when things started to go astray.

MDPV never offered me anything apart from marathon sessions of a grim hyper focus on downloading and organising and re-organising lots of porn.
 
Worst thing with stims and sex ime is when you have partner that doesn’t stay as horny as long as you end up masturbating for a long time after sex is done. That might have speed up splinting with one girl I was with. I bet she thought how she’s not enough cuz of that and my previous lifestyle instead of realizing I was just being horny bastard high as fuck.
 
Always when I’m on stimulants it happens so fuck ‘em, sometimes just small bump of “America” and that’s it :)
 
I lied.

I've recently found that even modafinil offers a bit of an edge to 'proceedings'. I think that with stimulants because of the increased heart rate and increased general arousal etc, you can't really tell that apart from the subjective feeling of increased excitement in the act of knocking one off.

Fortunately nowhere near as much time gets wasted on a modafinil wank compared to many other stims. Unfortunately though that substance seems to becoming less productive for me all round, even though I have increased wakefulness, that still needs to be channelled, otherwise it's easy to end up just tugging the end off it, and then being unproductive for the rest of the day just scrolling forums and social media all day by default, in the absence of making any better goals for the day and sticking to them.
 
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Upwanks are the worst. This often only truly becomes apparent once the individual concerned has broken into 5-7+ day non-stop territory though, where the lack of sleep begins to fossilize the brain and all the skin's been flayed off their private parts into a bloody soup. Ymmv.
Not to mention the questionable things that one masturbates to...
 
I lied.

I've recently found that even modafinil offers a bit of an edge to 'proceedings'. I think that with stimulants because of the increased heart rate and increased general arousal etc, you can't really tell that apart from the subjective feeling of increased excitement in the act of knocking one off.

Fortunately nowhere near as much time gets wasted on a modafinil wank compared to many other stims. Unfortunately though that substance seems to becoming less productive for me all round, even though I have increased wakefulness, that still needs to be channelled, otherwise it's easy to end up just tugging the end off it, and then being unproductive for the rest of the day just scrolling forums and social media all day by default, in the absence of making any better goals for the day and sticking to them.

With uppers I think it also shrinks the tubes your manfat squirts through - so it feels like a 0.75 cannon going off.
 
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