Hey Dude,
I fought against having to get on that SSRI train as well. My family did not embrace Psychiatry or therapy, airing out one's 'dirty laundry' etc. So, for most of my
life, I felt weak, like why couldn't I fix myself? Why couldn't I just snap out of the funk that seemed to linger or imagining that everyone else seemed happy, WTF
was wrong with me? These feelings started when I was very young...maybe 7 or 8. It took being in a relationship that I valued, and hurting that person who did
not deserve my wrath, to go get help. I was started on Lexapro and then a friend recommended Celexa. She said it was really helping her. So, that's what I did.
And then....no orgasms. I don't have a dick, but my vagina was not able to fully enjoy sex or any pleasure. Fuck that!! But what to do? Go off Celexa and continue being
depressed, or stay on it and be depressed anyway because I cannot get off? I went back to my shrink and he started me on Wellbutrin. The Celexa I take at
night since it has a sedating effect on me, and the Wellbutrin is energizing so that is in the a.m. The two compliment each other. Wellbutrin reversed the
sexual side effects of the Celexa. I didn't notice any positive, significant changes right away. But over the course of two years, looking back on that time
period, I achieved A LOT. Its subtle. Of course I stopped taking them at that point because I felt great. And then the dysthymia snuck back in. So,
I'm cool with being on them for now. I still use heroin. But if/when that ever changes, I will benefit from staying on my meds. Hope this helps. Its
a crapshoot at best. You may have to try several different meds before you find the best one that works for you. Before the heroin and before the meds,
I had a YMCA membership. I worked out all the time, ate healthy and slept fine. It was that nagging feeling inside that just wouldn't go away. And no
amount of will or discipline was going to change my brain chemistry. Good luck to you