WANDERINGMONK
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 1, 2018
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Hey guys! I?m new here to Bluelight and I created an account here to see if I could get some insight from the bluelight community. I want to talk about my last psychedelic experience and how it affected me and I also wanted to get some opinions on something I wanted to try.
I took an LSD tab with a friend and then 3 hours later took another tab and then 5 hours later smoked some weed. The experience began just fine and I was enjoying it until we smoked the weed. The trip became extremely intense and then I proceeded to have a panic attack. My heart hurt and I was extremely paranoid. I kept asking my friend if I was going to stay stuck in this state forever. I didnt get any sleep and became depressed. It has been 2 months since this happen, and I dont feel as focused and grounded as I used to be. I have trouble sleeping and my gf tells me I moan and groan and shake at night (maybe PTSD) its very difficult to explain the sensation of being one way your whole life and then all of a sudden feeling very disconnected and not focused. I hear plenty of stories of people saying they were fucked up for months after a bad trip. I also noticied that whenever I try smoking weed I get intense flashbacks. I?m not going to say I have dopamine depletion or some more serious effect. But the sensation I had of chills going up and down my spine and the feeling of warmth in the back of my head after smokinng during the LSD trip was very strange. Ive done mushrooms before, molly etc. Heres what i want to try
If I take LSD again will it make me worse or does it have the possibility of fixing me. Ive read a bunch of reports of people who have deression and PTSD getting cured from psychedelics but if LSD caused this in me will it make the symptoms worse? I?m not the kind of person to give up hope, I?m postivie by nature but this lack of energy And focus is very exhasuting so I wanted to open this thread to see what you guys think. I would take just one tab this time, no weed, and be in a positive environment. Thoughts, Opinions?
I took an LSD tab with a friend and then 3 hours later took another tab and then 5 hours later smoked some weed. The experience began just fine and I was enjoying it until we smoked the weed. The trip became extremely intense and then I proceeded to have a panic attack. My heart hurt and I was extremely paranoid. I kept asking my friend if I was going to stay stuck in this state forever. I didnt get any sleep and became depressed. It has been 2 months since this happen, and I dont feel as focused and grounded as I used to be. I have trouble sleeping and my gf tells me I moan and groan and shake at night (maybe PTSD) its very difficult to explain the sensation of being one way your whole life and then all of a sudden feeling very disconnected and not focused. I hear plenty of stories of people saying they were fucked up for months after a bad trip. I also noticied that whenever I try smoking weed I get intense flashbacks. I?m not going to say I have dopamine depletion or some more serious effect. But the sensation I had of chills going up and down my spine and the feeling of warmth in the back of my head after smokinng during the LSD trip was very strange. Ive done mushrooms before, molly etc. Heres what i want to try
If I take LSD again will it make me worse or does it have the possibility of fixing me. Ive read a bunch of reports of people who have deression and PTSD getting cured from psychedelics but if LSD caused this in me will it make the symptoms worse? I?m not the kind of person to give up hope, I?m postivie by nature but this lack of energy And focus is very exhasuting so I wanted to open this thread to see what you guys think. I would take just one tab this time, no weed, and be in a positive environment. Thoughts, Opinions?