boomhs
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 19, 2010
- Messages
- 221
Hei. I've been a NON OFTEN user of opiates and opioids for some years. Now my life is not good, finale maybe. I have a sketch of a plan which will get hated on prolly.
I started years ago with IV'in dillies off the bat. Was good, expensive, stopped after a month. Then the same later. Then H#4 snorted with water 15 days 2g, felt ill after.
Then some #4 H shooting for around a month.
Then 1gram china white, snorting 0.1 a day in the end i was left aching fked up (why, 1g???)
Nothing much.
Became an alcoholic so no more escape there. Addicted to Subutex to the point 1 year later the smallest amount would give me headaches. (Don't fuck with subutex, use it only for rehab)
Soon i'm getting #3H. Plan to start shooting right away. I'M NOT STUPID: I have a diagnosed depression, am on benzos atm - I will drop them, not abuse on the H. H makes me functional you see, i'm not a feel good drag retard. Now maybe a month after i plan to reduce/stop H and go back on benzos which will work again, doing the bliss they do. Is this viable? Because it was for me in the past...
My cons(i'm in bad shape): Lost of libido (does Viagra help?); my arm veins SUCK so i get bruises. Help if possible.
I beg you don't tell me "flush the drugs" or alike, i'm in my 20's, had a shitty life. I am going to do this. And THANKS a lot guys from bluelight, you've helped me before. I'll never forget.
I started years ago with IV'in dillies off the bat. Was good, expensive, stopped after a month. Then the same later. Then H#4 snorted with water 15 days 2g, felt ill after.
Then some #4 H shooting for around a month.
Then 1gram china white, snorting 0.1 a day in the end i was left aching fked up (why, 1g???)
Nothing much.
Became an alcoholic so no more escape there. Addicted to Subutex to the point 1 year later the smallest amount would give me headaches. (Don't fuck with subutex, use it only for rehab)
Soon i'm getting #3H. Plan to start shooting right away. I'M NOT STUPID: I have a diagnosed depression, am on benzos atm - I will drop them, not abuse on the H. H makes me functional you see, i'm not a feel good drag retard. Now maybe a month after i plan to reduce/stop H and go back on benzos which will work again, doing the bliss they do. Is this viable? Because it was for me in the past...
My cons(i'm in bad shape): Lost of libido (does Viagra help?); my arm veins SUCK so i get bruises. Help if possible.
I beg you don't tell me "flush the drugs" or alike, i'm in my 20's, had a shitty life. I am going to do this. And THANKS a lot guys from bluelight, you've helped me before. I'll never forget.