latchboogie
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I got a good size batch of mushrooms and have had multiple trips from the same shrooms. This batch seems pretty strong, as both trips described here were from 1.0 to 2.0 grams.
What I wanted to write about was the fact that I was transported to the same place two different times. Like the trips were separate by weeks, but were very similar.
There’s this intermediate space between our physical reality and the infinite expanse I fall into. I’ve had two exact same experiences in that “waiting room” or “lobby” area. It’s a physical space but everything is melting and swirling into itself. I call it the squid world. It’s like if the world was made up of a soft matter that is forever rolling into itself infinitely.
It felt like I was in the parlor of this intermediate universe. It could reinvent itself into anything. It could take me anywhere. It was Pandora’s box. It was everywhere and nowhere. And it was reconstructing itself every second. And as bizarre as an experience that is. It was the second time I was there. It was exactly the same as before, maybe four months ago. You wouldn’t think a place like that could be concocted twice.
It was so precisely the same this second time that it didn’t feel like a hallucination or something from my mind. It felt like an actual universe that I keep returning to. Like it’s real and always there, and the shrooms change my brain filtering so that space opens up and can be tuned into
That place is like the everything channel. It is infinitely powerful and could be a portal that channels me anywhere. Like it could destroy or feed me or create a universe. Or collapse everything into nothing. It’s the lobby just beyond an infinite portal. Seeing its construction. Seeing its potential to reconstruct. That’s where my trips start off. Then I melt through it and end up in this limitless expanse with gods and demons and all powerful beings.
And it has this weird jester, clown, card game vibe to it. Like it’s a funhouse or a casino of sorts . But instead of mirrors, it’s an infinite number of universes that can be dialed in like tuning to different channels. It just felt so real and so consistent that I kept thinking that it was real. Like my brains job on the regular is to filter out the noise and tune the channel to normal reality and focus on feeding ego and survival. And the shrooms suppress that filter and open up all dimensions. All universes. It’s super intense. And it’s scary and humbling to be on the edge of something so infinitely vast and powerful. Like our entire known universe is just 1 configuration out of billions. And ours is made up of carbon and oxygen and nitrogen and atoms, but those are just one billionth of the other building blocks and elements that infinite spaces and constructions can be made from.
When a trip intensifies, I get transported to a limitless, infinite, timeless reality. My ego has imploded. I’m in the presence of gods. And there is no physical reality. Just energy and spirits and forces.
I suppose to go from my normal physical reality to the infinite would require a transitional experience. You must first have reality deconstructed. You must first fall through the worm hole to get transported somewhere else. So perhaps the squid world lobby is like the intermediate space I end up in before I travel through time and reality. Perhaps that space could take me anywhere and from there I get tuned in to some other multiverse.
What I wanted to write about was the fact that I was transported to the same place two different times. Like the trips were separate by weeks, but were very similar.
There’s this intermediate space between our physical reality and the infinite expanse I fall into. I’ve had two exact same experiences in that “waiting room” or “lobby” area. It’s a physical space but everything is melting and swirling into itself. I call it the squid world. It’s like if the world was made up of a soft matter that is forever rolling into itself infinitely.
It felt like I was in the parlor of this intermediate universe. It could reinvent itself into anything. It could take me anywhere. It was Pandora’s box. It was everywhere and nowhere. And it was reconstructing itself every second. And as bizarre as an experience that is. It was the second time I was there. It was exactly the same as before, maybe four months ago. You wouldn’t think a place like that could be concocted twice.
It was so precisely the same this second time that it didn’t feel like a hallucination or something from my mind. It felt like an actual universe that I keep returning to. Like it’s real and always there, and the shrooms change my brain filtering so that space opens up and can be tuned into
That place is like the everything channel. It is infinitely powerful and could be a portal that channels me anywhere. Like it could destroy or feed me or create a universe. Or collapse everything into nothing. It’s the lobby just beyond an infinite portal. Seeing its construction. Seeing its potential to reconstruct. That’s where my trips start off. Then I melt through it and end up in this limitless expanse with gods and demons and all powerful beings.
And it has this weird jester, clown, card game vibe to it. Like it’s a funhouse or a casino of sorts . But instead of mirrors, it’s an infinite number of universes that can be dialed in like tuning to different channels. It just felt so real and so consistent that I kept thinking that it was real. Like my brains job on the regular is to filter out the noise and tune the channel to normal reality and focus on feeding ego and survival. And the shrooms suppress that filter and open up all dimensions. All universes. It’s super intense. And it’s scary and humbling to be on the edge of something so infinitely vast and powerful. Like our entire known universe is just 1 configuration out of billions. And ours is made up of carbon and oxygen and nitrogen and atoms, but those are just one billionth of the other building blocks and elements that infinite spaces and constructions can be made from.
When a trip intensifies, I get transported to a limitless, infinite, timeless reality. My ego has imploded. I’m in the presence of gods. And there is no physical reality. Just energy and spirits and forces.
I suppose to go from my normal physical reality to the infinite would require a transitional experience. You must first have reality deconstructed. You must first fall through the worm hole to get transported somewhere else. So perhaps the squid world lobby is like the intermediate space I end up in before I travel through time and reality. Perhaps that space could take me anywhere and from there I get tuned in to some other multiverse.