First of all, things could have been a lot worse, like if you guys fucked and then it ruined your relationship with your friend. How is that relationship, by the way?
Well, again, I thought about that. But in regards to the other guy that did his GF, nothing went wrong between the two of them, they are still fine. So I had this precedent to tell me that it should be fine for me to do it. As for me and my friend, nothing has changed. It's like nothing ever happened... because nothing did happen (lol/duh).
Also, yes, it was a missed fuck, but in the end, fucks are just fucks. They are overrated.
It seems that way objectively, but from my perspective it was much more than a missed fuck. There were more elements I haven't mentioned that made it extra negative. For example the guy who blocked me. I only met him recently, but I liked him and it seemed we could have potentially become good buds. I was going through an uncommon life-crisis at the time (unrelated to the sexual stuff), and he was going through something very similar at the same time. That would have been something we could bond over, share with each-other, and seek comfort together over. So I definitely felt betrayal from him and we can never be friends now.
Another negative is that I'm picky about women (both looks and personality). It's rare that I feel genuine attraction to a girl outside of just temporary infatuation. This girl had so many personal qualities I like, combinations of traits that are really rare, in addition to the physical traits I like. And she was also sympathetic about the crisis I was going through, and mixed in with her flirting/displays of attraction towards me she implied it would also make her feel good to provide me with comfort/escape if we hooked up. She mentioned a lot that she was sorry about how much I was suffering. So I think it would have been a nice bonding experience between us since we were already good friends.
also i'm not surprised they split up wanting to control who someone has sex with is kind of creepy...
I doubt that's the reason they split up. What I gather is that they were just together for so long, and she was evolving as a person (going to college, getting jobs, etc) and he was staying the same (no prospects, no jobs, just a passive lifestyle), and she just grew tired of him. I could tell by the way she interacted with other male friends (including myself) that she wanted to 'explore'. Maybe the first hookup (the threesome) ignited that 'spark' even further and intensified her interest to seek other men (which would be ironic since it was the BFs idea lol)? I will never know for sure what her reason for leaving was because she didn't say, but I'd wager that it was something along those lines.
oh my days- you need to up your game and make an effort
if the only time you get sex is when your friend lets you bang his girl then you really need to question the effort you are putting into getting laid.
if you want something you have to make the effort and find it. if you sit on your ass expecting things to come your way, well they dont unless you are very attractive or have a huge wallet and make it obvious.
this was a one off. move on and get some girl of your own and be less lazy about it.
If you knew me personally, you'd know it's not a question of effort. And that's not accurate that the only chance I get is when a friend lets me bang his girl (though you aren't far off). However, my chances
do heavily depend on friends. I'm very attractive and decently confident, but my personality traits make it near-impossible to keep women interested. I'm introverted/shy, have unconventional opinions, socially passive, high IQ, have ADD (daydream, get distracted), have no 'popular' hobbies like sports, etc.
And my main flaw: I just can't do small-talk well This is so crucial, I have no problem with intellectual or deep conversation, and can be talkative with the right subjects, but women have such a huge need for constant small-talk and any lulls in conversation are highly frowned upon in our culture (USA). I'm terrible at it.
Because of this, the only times I've ever had success with women was through friends, with the company of friends. It allows me to talk when I feel like it without pressure, and I can let other people fill in the gaps. I know it's a crutch, but it's the only thing that works for me. Because of my looks, I actually get flirted on a decent amount, but when it's just me and a girl alone, I can't keep her 'entertained' with small talk there's too much silence and she always gets bored with me.
Edit: I read your most recent response. Step it up man getting laid every two or three years isn't enough. Anyone can get laid. Take a good look at your self and get a guy to teach you how to pick up women. If you have a guy friend who would be willing that would be perfect. Step up your shit man, damn.
Read the above paragraph. I'm not sure that this can be changed. These traits of mine are so inflexible it seems. I'm decent at all other aspects of flirting (eye contact, body language, subtle compliments, etc.) except everyday small-talk. I want to get good at it, but don't have the resources. I don't have a friend like that to teach me.