TheodoreRoosevelt
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I just wanted to get input from other suboxone users, on 2 separate issues - sex and sleep.
1. Sleep
I have a lot of issues with sleep in regards to suboxone. If I take too little before sleeping - ie I took my dose during the day, and naturally it's wearing off a bit more when I sleep, but it's still there in plenty enough, like I'm not sick or anything I'm just normal, and then 8 hours later when I wake up, I feel sick as shit. Whatever, that's fine, but here's the weird thing.
When I wake up with not enough suboxone in me, I get really intense dreams of using. It's not dreams of "omg I need suboxone", it's not dreams of smoking opium or popping pills, it's very vivid dreams of hitting the needle with heroin. Thinking on it, I don't think I ever end up actually using in these dreams, but rather some very elaborate process is going on of needing to get heroin and needles, or having the heroin and needles, and how horrible it is to be using or whatever, and maybe having to go around family/friends/etc to do it. I think the dreams always end before I shoot up as I don't think I even get as far as cooking it up, it's just some horrible process of "OMG I NEED TO SHOOT HEROIN" and the associated guilt. Usually I wake up with lingering thoughts of the dream, thinking fuck I need to get dope, and how I would totally shoot heroin right then and there. When I come to a little better, I just get my suboxone and think nothing else of it, but the dreams still bother me.
Secondly, I always have to sleep 10+ hours. Like I sleep 14+ hours easily sometimes. It's horrible. This usually happens, I believe, when I have a bit more suboxone in my system when sleeping, and inevitably, I sleep longer, the sub gets out of my blood because of that, and I wake up with weird dreams, only less often, and 14 hours later instead of 8.
2. Sex
It's a horrible rollercoaster with suboxone. If I have too much in my system, I can't get hard, and if I don't have any, or even if it's just wearing off, as In I feel perfectly fine and will be for another 4-6 hours, I shoot off in like a minute, not even. And if I try to compensate for this, like I take a lot of suboxone a certain day, I may end up with a situation where I can't get hard at all, but when I finally do in bed, I shoot off.
Now it's very possible to have normal/great sex. But it's impossible to have spontaneous sex. Most good sex sessions are preceeded by me having to fap on the computer to 'check to see where I'm at' at 1 in the morning after having told my GF to hold off and I'll be in bed shortly, and then 4 hours later creep in bed. Which is fine, totally worth great sex, but you know, it can be a drag for her if sex has to be 4AM or it can't be spontaneous. I've been on sub for a year and I still feel like I'm trying to figure out when is the time to have sex. I usually try to take suboxone 3-4 hours before sex, but that's a bit hard to do. Maybe instead I should just take suboxone an hour before sex, and do it before it peaks in
Anyone else have these troubles? I mean for all I know, maybe I have serious premature ejacalation issues and wouldn't know it due to all the drug use in my life. I KNOW other men have to be in the same situation as me here, just wondering how you deal with these issues.
I guess dopers in general coudl respond to this. I know when using I had dreams if I woke up sick. But they are still so vivid, and I haven't used in like a year and a half now.
1. Sleep
I have a lot of issues with sleep in regards to suboxone. If I take too little before sleeping - ie I took my dose during the day, and naturally it's wearing off a bit more when I sleep, but it's still there in plenty enough, like I'm not sick or anything I'm just normal, and then 8 hours later when I wake up, I feel sick as shit. Whatever, that's fine, but here's the weird thing.
When I wake up with not enough suboxone in me, I get really intense dreams of using. It's not dreams of "omg I need suboxone", it's not dreams of smoking opium or popping pills, it's very vivid dreams of hitting the needle with heroin. Thinking on it, I don't think I ever end up actually using in these dreams, but rather some very elaborate process is going on of needing to get heroin and needles, or having the heroin and needles, and how horrible it is to be using or whatever, and maybe having to go around family/friends/etc to do it. I think the dreams always end before I shoot up as I don't think I even get as far as cooking it up, it's just some horrible process of "OMG I NEED TO SHOOT HEROIN" and the associated guilt. Usually I wake up with lingering thoughts of the dream, thinking fuck I need to get dope, and how I would totally shoot heroin right then and there. When I come to a little better, I just get my suboxone and think nothing else of it, but the dreams still bother me.
Secondly, I always have to sleep 10+ hours. Like I sleep 14+ hours easily sometimes. It's horrible. This usually happens, I believe, when I have a bit more suboxone in my system when sleeping, and inevitably, I sleep longer, the sub gets out of my blood because of that, and I wake up with weird dreams, only less often, and 14 hours later instead of 8.
2. Sex
It's a horrible rollercoaster with suboxone. If I have too much in my system, I can't get hard, and if I don't have any, or even if it's just wearing off, as In I feel perfectly fine and will be for another 4-6 hours, I shoot off in like a minute, not even. And if I try to compensate for this, like I take a lot of suboxone a certain day, I may end up with a situation where I can't get hard at all, but when I finally do in bed, I shoot off.
Now it's very possible to have normal/great sex. But it's impossible to have spontaneous sex. Most good sex sessions are preceeded by me having to fap on the computer to 'check to see where I'm at' at 1 in the morning after having told my GF to hold off and I'll be in bed shortly, and then 4 hours later creep in bed. Which is fine, totally worth great sex, but you know, it can be a drag for her if sex has to be 4AM or it can't be spontaneous. I've been on sub for a year and I still feel like I'm trying to figure out when is the time to have sex. I usually try to take suboxone 3-4 hours before sex, but that's a bit hard to do. Maybe instead I should just take suboxone an hour before sex, and do it before it peaks in
Anyone else have these troubles? I mean for all I know, maybe I have serious premature ejacalation issues and wouldn't know it due to all the drug use in my life. I KNOW other men have to be in the same situation as me here, just wondering how you deal with these issues.
I guess dopers in general coudl respond to this. I know when using I had dreams if I woke up sick. But they are still so vivid, and I haven't used in like a year and a half now.