So this is my very first post so I apologize if I am not in the right section. But I'll share a little background, I have experimented with shrooms a few times and each time has been fairly positive and an overall good experience. I had always wanted to try LSD and a few months ago I was able to take a tab of 125ug, things started out great but slowly turned as my surroundings were not great because I was with friends who were not responsible people who can't take care of themselves. This really put me into a bad place for which I was unable to return from as the trip got stronger and stronger. It felt like a 12 hour panic attack that I just wished would end, it was hell on earth. It was so bad that I swore I would never do drugs again.. but of course after being sober I've decided I really want to give lsd one last chance because I've heard such great thing about the drug. I have an opportunity to take a tab of 150 ug and I will be in a much safer environment most likely by myself (which I almost feel more comfortable about). My question or problem is that I have this fear of that last trip in my head and even if I don't think about it I know it's there and I fear that if I take LSD again it will emerge and ruin the trip for me. I have waited for a long time to get into the right mindset but i cant forget that trip, and probably never will. So do you think I'm asking for a bad trip since I'm already scared about it, and if it does emerge while I'm tripping how should I deal with it? Since last time no matter what I did i couldn't get back to a happy place. I appreciate any thoughts or advice on the matter.