Long story short I was prescribed adderall 2 years ago and I don't have ADD/ADHD. The problem is after trying it I got hooked. Can't work, train at gym or do anything active without it. My Dr finally switched me to vyvanse. It's not bad but too weak. My overall goal is to get off all meds. I've been on lexapro for 5 years at 20mg. My dr recently prescribed me 150mg Wellbutrin to help with getting off stims. My main health concerns is I want something that causes the least increase in blood pressure and heart rate and least neurotransmitter damage but will still give me the awake feeling I now depend on to get through the day. From researching it seems like l-amp causes much worse cardiac sides than d-amp so I no longer want adderall. The d-amp only in vyvanse is nice but I crash after around 4hrs so I need 2 per day. So here are my thoughts. Keep in mind I am going to a new Dr to explain all this so anything illegal I won't be able to get. So I'm thinking either ask for 2 doses of vyvanse or maybe ask for Dexedrine instead? I've never used it before. I metabolize stims very fast hence why vyvanse only lasts 3-4hrs for me(once it kicks in). Ive tried 200mg mondafinil and it does nothing for me. 37.5mg phentermine is ok but I'm not really a fan and it doesn't last that long. I need long clean energy that lasts about 8hrs total. I've never tried ritilan so not sure how that will be. So basically when I talk to my new Dr I need some advice on what to take that has the least cardiac and neurotransmitter side effects that I can slowly taper off with in time and finally be done with amps? I want to get back to the days were coffee in the morning was enough and a pre workout energy drink before the gym was enough. Now I could literally drink 5 red bulls and go to sleep ;(. Thanks in advance
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