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BlissfullyAddicted

BlissfullyAddicted

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First post so bare with me,

Although I am by no means an "experienced user" compared to many of you on this forum, I have done mdma 6 or 7 times spaced out over about an 8 month period. I don't often go to large parties, so my rolls are usually enjoyed in my basement with a group of 5 or 6 friends listening to music and toking. I personally find this to be a more rewarding experience than raving/partying on molly, as I find the affects of pure mdma to be more relaxing, lovey and dreamlike than FIRE ME THE FUCK UP=D like some people describe.

My Question is, lately I have been curious about the idea of rolling alone. It wouldn't be something I would make a habit of, as the feeling of connectedness and love with others is one of the most rewarding effects of mdma IMO, but I really think listening to some bumping music and gaming, then getting cozy in bed and watching a funny movie and letting my mind wander would be a very blissful and relaxing experience. Has anyone tried this? Will this just be a waste of molly or a great time? What are some fun things to do while rolling alone? Any help would be appreciated.

Thanks!:)
 
Well i've done it several times and had a wonderful time alone listening to music dancing my thing is poker so i get online and play poker and chat with people even watched my fav movies and loved it so i advise it you gotta be able to enjoy yourself more than anything so go for it just have a few things you enjoy doing set up so your not just walking back and forth lol and be safe. #OneManRoll
 
Yeah I've tried it, more than once. The only time it was really enjoyable - though every solo roll was fun, it's not like you'll have a bad roll - is when I was 100% sure I couldn't reach anyone to talk to and couldn't go out to see mates. If there was even a chance for some human contact I would go out of my way to interact with someone, taking focus away from the roll itself. It can be enjoyable though, but you will probably have a longing for human interaction. If you can get past that I found that it can be quite enjoyable. Laying on the bed with a good pair of headphones on is heavenly, so is running cold water over your wrists or taking a cold shower, playing with your pets (be careful, they might get scared at first because you're acting strange), vicks inhaler,...

However I must say that I've never experienced a solo roll that was as good as a roll with friends. Quite enjoyable, but not magical or profound. But everyone is different so if you want to know, just try it, there is no harm in doing so as long as you make sure you've got the bases of MDMA use covered
 
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Yeah I've tried it, more than once. The only time it was really enjoyable - though every solo roll was fun, it's not like you'll have a bad roll - is when I was 100% sure I couldn't reach anyone to talk to and couldn't go out to see mates. If there was even a chance for some human contact I would go out of my way to interact with someone, taking focus away from the roll itself. It can be enjoyable though, but you will probably have a longing for human interaction. If you can get past that I found that it can be quite enjoyable. Laying on the bed with a good pair of headphones on is heavenly, so is running cold water over your wrists or taking a cold shower, playing with your pets (be careful, they might get scared at first because you're acting strange), vicks inhaler,...

However I must say that I've never experienced a solo roll that was as good as a roll with friends. Quite enjoyable, but not magical or profound. But everyone is different so if you want to know, just try it, there is no harm in doing so as long as you make sure you've got the bases of MDMA use covered
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This. Any time I get good and fuzzy on anything, be it opiates, kratom, mushrooms, even alcohol, I get an overwhelming desire to socialize with other people, friends or not. MDMA, a drug who's main effect is EMPATHY, would probably make me beat down my neighbor's door whom I've never met just for some human interaction. Especially if you've only rolled with friends, even more so if it's always the same group of friends, as SOON as your roll kicks in you will be on the phone, I promise. :)

YMMV
 
I did some methylone and mephedrone one night when I was home alone. I was dancing to music and I had the porn TV channel on.

Wow that was one of the best nights *out* I ever had.

My customary word of caution would be to not get into a habit doing it at home, and thinking it's a normal thing to do on a regular occassion. I'd say stick to once a month max at the most - be that at home or in a club.

Enjoy
 
Ya i would think allowing yourself to do it at home could very easily get you in the habbit of doing it more often.. But besides that, ive never really rolled by myself but ive been alone at times while rolling and its no where near as fun in my opinion, i NEED to conversate with people, express my feelings and what not, if u have so much love and empathy, why waste it being alone?
 
I wouldn't do it personally. The social aspect of MDMA is everything in my experiences. Remove that and my roll is ruined.
 
Sometimes it's nice not having to put up with other people's gibber jabber. I do find I text a lot of friends though.

Plugging in my headphones and strolling the city is fun too. Just have to be careful not to chew the ear off too many shopkeepers though
 
I vote for add a psychedelic and enjoy a nice introspective trip. MDMA alone by yourself I'm going to agree with most posters in that some form of interaction with humans is needed. I've done this..and tbh, I kinda got bored. I'm big advocate for using MDMA to enjoy an experience as opposed to using MDMA to feel intoxicated.
 
Most times I ended up rolling alone were brought to an abrupt stop by finding a playmate out of boredom.

Mdma is a very social drug, I have a really hard time doing it by myself especially because it is so erotic for me. Wrapping up in a blanket moaning isn't quite the same as being in a cuddle buddies arms.

Nights that it wasn't over the top erotic, which was really quite rare, I just was dying for someone to talk to.

I don't think I ever successfully rolled alone because I found myself either inviting a friend over, hooking up, or sitting on chat or the phone all night lol.
 
Thanks for the replies everyone! I think I'll just save my m until somebody else has some to do with me (I only have 250mg, which I usually dose 150mg then 100mg an hour later), perhaps I will try rolling alone someday but I do agree that the social aspect of it is pretty much the best part, and I wouldnt want to waste this stuff cuz its loooovely. =D
 
Interesting idea, I have enjoyed some mushroom tea alone on a few occasions, It is a very different experience than tripping with others but an absolutely amazing experience. I tried mdma and mushrooms once and had a bit of a bad experience (only bad experience with mdma) so it kind of turned me away from the whole thing sadly. perhaps ill just make some tea and enjoy a nice trip instead :)
 
For me if I took MDMA alone I'd probably just get really turned on end up having a girlfriend over... or watch porn. I've never rolled alone, but I've taken MDAI+Adderall alone and that felt very similar to MDMA. I started out by going for an hour long walk outside in the park and talking to myself (not in a weird way, but more for self-development—I actually brought my pocket voice recorder so I could record my thoughts), and that was nice. But, my ex was out of town, and once I got home... well, I'll spare you the details. It makes me more empathic, so hardcore porn just feels fake and wrong. But softcore...
 
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