Hey there,
I searched the forum and I'm sorry if there is already a thread for that, but I wanted to talk about this experience and get your advice!
On the 31th of december a friend gave me a small amount (about 20mg) of pure ketamine (not sure if it was s- or racemic). It was the first time I tried it and didn't get much of a effect from it, I just felt a bit more sluggish and my legs felt heavier when I was moving them. My main interest was actually the anti-depressant effect.
I though it's anti-depressant effect may occur immediately after the main effects have worn off, but after I took the ketamine and the effects wore off I just felt as usually, even a bit exhausted and in a worse mood than before.
About 3-4 days later, and after I had nearly forgotten about the ketamine experience, I noticed that I was feeling much better than usual. I felt new energy and joy, I could sleep better and could better focus on my daily tasks.
I talked with my friend that gave me the ketamine about this mood change and he told me that he also notices the mood-enhancing effects not immediately, but a few days later.
Now my questions are:
P.S.: I'm aware of the general risks that drugs could bring when taken as a tool to cope with psychological problems, and any advice of you wouldn't lead to irresponsible drug use from my side. I know that ketamine can be quite addictive and harmful, and I'm going to handle this substance with all due respect.
I searched the forum and I'm sorry if there is already a thread for that, but I wanted to talk about this experience and get your advice!
On the 31th of december a friend gave me a small amount (about 20mg) of pure ketamine (not sure if it was s- or racemic). It was the first time I tried it and didn't get much of a effect from it, I just felt a bit more sluggish and my legs felt heavier when I was moving them. My main interest was actually the anti-depressant effect.
I though it's anti-depressant effect may occur immediately after the main effects have worn off, but after I took the ketamine and the effects wore off I just felt as usually, even a bit exhausted and in a worse mood than before.
About 3-4 days later, and after I had nearly forgotten about the ketamine experience, I noticed that I was feeling much better than usual. I felt new energy and joy, I could sleep better and could better focus on my daily tasks.
I talked with my friend that gave me the ketamine about this mood change and he told me that he also notices the mood-enhancing effects not immediately, but a few days later.
Now my questions are:
- Could the mood-enhancing effect just be placebo or maybe caused by some other factors (I also had holidays from december 23th to now, where I slept nearly 10 hours a day, compared to my usual 6-7h)?
- What psychological and physical risks could occur on the long-term if I take about 20-30mg ketamine once to twice a month as an mood-enhancer/stabilizer?
- Has anyone made similar experiences on mood-enhancement with low-dosed ketamine?
P.S.: I'm aware of the general risks that drugs could bring when taken as a tool to cope with psychological problems, and any advice of you wouldn't lead to irresponsible drug use from my side. I know that ketamine can be quite addictive and harmful, and I'm going to handle this substance with all due respect.