I have been using alprazolam for years as a sleep aid, and I do enjoy how it feels. It helps me relax at night. I only once found myself mildly dependent on it and was able to taper off. I have lots of friends and family members who are prescribed it or I bought it online, so this was never a problem.
About six months ago I purchased more online. Turns out that although it was a benzo, it was not alprazolam (perhaps phenazepam or something). I found myself nodding at 3PM the following day at doses of 1-2 mg. This was some drug with a crazy long half life and if taken on consecutive days was probably accumulating. I tapered very slowly but even after being totally off it was lucky to get an hour of sleep a night, so I again began taking small doses of alprazolam at night, no more than .5mg. I've gotten as low as .1 mg or less q 24 hours, but feel like crap all the time at this dose. This drug truly screwed up my receptors and becoming non-dependent on alprazolam is difficult now. I'm taking a small enough amount where I'm not worried about dying of a seizure if I abrubtly stopped, but it's uncomfortable. I have heard there are drugs that can lessen these withdrawal symptoms like ibuprofen? I want to apply for work in my chosen career and can't have this drug in my system.
About six months ago I purchased more online. Turns out that although it was a benzo, it was not alprazolam (perhaps phenazepam or something). I found myself nodding at 3PM the following day at doses of 1-2 mg. This was some drug with a crazy long half life and if taken on consecutive days was probably accumulating. I tapered very slowly but even after being totally off it was lucky to get an hour of sleep a night, so I again began taking small doses of alprazolam at night, no more than .5mg. I've gotten as low as .1 mg or less q 24 hours, but feel like crap all the time at this dose. This drug truly screwed up my receptors and becoming non-dependent on alprazolam is difficult now. I'm taking a small enough amount where I'm not worried about dying of a seizure if I abrubtly stopped, but it's uncomfortable. I have heard there are drugs that can lessen these withdrawal symptoms like ibuprofen? I want to apply for work in my chosen career and can't have this drug in my system.