Clear_Rivers
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I used to take Clonazepam for anxiety but, after filing a complaint with the clinic regarding a substitute doctor's (he will go by "Z") behaviour towards me last year (this doctor said some very inappropriate things - he told me off for coming to the clinic once a month; he saw this in my file but the only reason I would go is to refill the Clonazepam prescription that I had to take Daily - I wasn't even being weaned off it when I was getting it refilled monthly); I pointed out the only reason I came once a month was to have a prescription refilled and, if another issue was happening (such as allergies) I would have that issue dealt with as well; however, the most notable thing he said (that really upset me) was that he said the only reason he helped me before (prescribed Clonazepam when my regular doctor wasn't in) was that he pitied me! If he had just refused to do so and said I had to wait until my regular doctor came back I would have been frustrated but not upset (or afraid to see other doctors that weren't my own doctor - I am afraid that other doctors I might see, even in the emergency room, will be an asshole like "Z").
I finally put in a complaint about "Z" to the owner of the clinic a little while ago. The owner spoke to me when I came to the clinic one day to see my doctor (for a issue not related to Clonazepam). The owner told me off, saying that "Z" would never say the things that I said that he said to me. I pointed out that I wouldn't say these things if they weren't said, what do I have to gain by making up lies about what someone said? The owner then said that they didn't want me in the clinic if I felt that way about "Z" - even though I never called him names, said anything rude about him - I just stated what he said and how it made me feel (upset; I even told the owner I had nightmares about "Z" - apparently Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder from the incident, but I didn't say it gave me Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder). The owner basically kicked me out of the clinic even though I wasn't rude to her nor was my body language "inappropriate".
I found a new doctor; unfortunately the new doctor doesn't prescribe ANY anti-anxiety medication (and this doctor is the only one that was taking new patients) so I'm pretty much going cold turkey now. I am on anti-seizure medication, which has prevented me from having any Grand-Mal Seizures but does nothing for the anxiety.
I'm in Canada so marijuana is now legal. I am taking CBD Oil but it doesn't seem to do anything for me (I don't want to get high but I want to feel relaxed and not stressing out about things).
There are two stores called "Tweed" in two parts of the city I live in. I have tried the Argyle Softgels (since they have a slightly higher CBD Amount - 3.00 mg; but the THC Amount is 2.50 mg per Softgel). Through experimenting, I discovered I have to take seven of the Argyle Softgels - 2.50 mg x 7= 17.5 mg of THC; while 3.00 mg x 7= 21.00 mg of CBD. This dose (7 of the Argyle Softgels) has relieved my anxiety quite a bit; for example, even when I would take Clonazepam (or any other benzodiazepine), if I saw an insect (I am terrified of insects) I would still freak out. When I take the seven Argyle Softgels, I wouldn't freak out and would be a lot calmer (yet the CBD Oil hasn't helped with that). Smoking the cannabis doesn't work since I have respiratory issues. The Softgels have helped immensely - I tried other versions of the Softgels (Bakerstreet, which was the worst one - made me unable to move yet I couldn't sleep either) and Penelope Softgels (which had 2.50 mg of THC but only 1.75 mg of CBD). The Penelope Softgels would work but I would have to take a large amount in order for them to work (I don't remember how many Softgels I had to take for that to relieve the anxiety).
Because the Argyle Softgels (they're an Indica type) worked for anxiety, I'm wondering if they could possibly work for some appointments I have in the next two weeks that are giving me a lot of stress and anxiety. I have taken them a few times in the past as an experiment and they worked; I wouldn't freak out when I saw an insect and I was even able to look up medical things that freak me out, which I would rather not name - strange thing is I could name it publicly online, tell my friends, and look it up when I took the Argyle Softgels - usually if I look it up and don't take anything, or only took the Clonazepam (I used to take 2 mg since lower doses didn't work) I am still reluctant to tell anyone about my phobia, because it's embarrassing - I guess that's because I haven't taken the Argyle Softgels yet today - thinking about waiting until my appointments that I am nervous about and then taking the Argyle Softgels then.
I'm unsure if the Argyle Softgels would work for the appointments that I'm nervous about and, this may be stupid, but given the information I wrote about in this post, do you guys think the Argyle Softgels could work? I haven't taken them for an appointment yet so next week I will probably have to take them for my dental appointment (routine appointment but I'm nervous about it) and another medical appointment with a neurologist the week after, which I'm also nervous about.
Nobody can tell when I take the Argyle Softgels; even when it's a "high dose" and I feel like they could tell because of what I'm feeling yet I'm told when they can tell I took something (the Clonazepam even though my speaking is normal and my eyes aren't dilated). I don't understand that since I'm still nervous; it's not often that the Clonazepam works for me, and now that I can no longer be prescribed anything for anxiety because I am seeing a new doctor at a different clinic I only have the Argyle Softgels to help me.
Anyway, sorry for the long post; my main question is, as listed two paragraphs above, is given the information I wrote about in this post, do you guys think the Argyle Softgels could work?
I finally put in a complaint about "Z" to the owner of the clinic a little while ago. The owner spoke to me when I came to the clinic one day to see my doctor (for a issue not related to Clonazepam). The owner told me off, saying that "Z" would never say the things that I said that he said to me. I pointed out that I wouldn't say these things if they weren't said, what do I have to gain by making up lies about what someone said? The owner then said that they didn't want me in the clinic if I felt that way about "Z" - even though I never called him names, said anything rude about him - I just stated what he said and how it made me feel (upset; I even told the owner I had nightmares about "Z" - apparently Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder from the incident, but I didn't say it gave me Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder). The owner basically kicked me out of the clinic even though I wasn't rude to her nor was my body language "inappropriate".
I found a new doctor; unfortunately the new doctor doesn't prescribe ANY anti-anxiety medication (and this doctor is the only one that was taking new patients) so I'm pretty much going cold turkey now. I am on anti-seizure medication, which has prevented me from having any Grand-Mal Seizures but does nothing for the anxiety.
I'm in Canada so marijuana is now legal. I am taking CBD Oil but it doesn't seem to do anything for me (I don't want to get high but I want to feel relaxed and not stressing out about things).
There are two stores called "Tweed" in two parts of the city I live in. I have tried the Argyle Softgels (since they have a slightly higher CBD Amount - 3.00 mg; but the THC Amount is 2.50 mg per Softgel). Through experimenting, I discovered I have to take seven of the Argyle Softgels - 2.50 mg x 7= 17.5 mg of THC; while 3.00 mg x 7= 21.00 mg of CBD. This dose (7 of the Argyle Softgels) has relieved my anxiety quite a bit; for example, even when I would take Clonazepam (or any other benzodiazepine), if I saw an insect (I am terrified of insects) I would still freak out. When I take the seven Argyle Softgels, I wouldn't freak out and would be a lot calmer (yet the CBD Oil hasn't helped with that). Smoking the cannabis doesn't work since I have respiratory issues. The Softgels have helped immensely - I tried other versions of the Softgels (Bakerstreet, which was the worst one - made me unable to move yet I couldn't sleep either) and Penelope Softgels (which had 2.50 mg of THC but only 1.75 mg of CBD). The Penelope Softgels would work but I would have to take a large amount in order for them to work (I don't remember how many Softgels I had to take for that to relieve the anxiety).
Because the Argyle Softgels (they're an Indica type) worked for anxiety, I'm wondering if they could possibly work for some appointments I have in the next two weeks that are giving me a lot of stress and anxiety. I have taken them a few times in the past as an experiment and they worked; I wouldn't freak out when I saw an insect and I was even able to look up medical things that freak me out, which I would rather not name - strange thing is I could name it publicly online, tell my friends, and look it up when I took the Argyle Softgels - usually if I look it up and don't take anything, or only took the Clonazepam (I used to take 2 mg since lower doses didn't work) I am still reluctant to tell anyone about my phobia, because it's embarrassing - I guess that's because I haven't taken the Argyle Softgels yet today - thinking about waiting until my appointments that I am nervous about and then taking the Argyle Softgels then.
I'm unsure if the Argyle Softgels would work for the appointments that I'm nervous about and, this may be stupid, but given the information I wrote about in this post, do you guys think the Argyle Softgels could work? I haven't taken them for an appointment yet so next week I will probably have to take them for my dental appointment (routine appointment but I'm nervous about it) and another medical appointment with a neurologist the week after, which I'm also nervous about.
Nobody can tell when I take the Argyle Softgels; even when it's a "high dose" and I feel like they could tell because of what I'm feeling yet I'm told when they can tell I took something (the Clonazepam even though my speaking is normal and my eyes aren't dilated). I don't understand that since I'm still nervous; it's not often that the Clonazepam works for me, and now that I can no longer be prescribed anything for anxiety because I am seeing a new doctor at a different clinic I only have the Argyle Softgels to help me.
Anyway, sorry for the long post; my main question is, as listed two paragraphs above, is given the information I wrote about in this post, do you guys think the Argyle Softgels could work?
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