beebox
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 3, 2017
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Prozac and Zyprexa. Two drugs I take solely for Bipolar Disorder; drugs I've never tried to get high off off; drugs I've been on for years. Now I find myself without them. It's been almost three weeks now, and I go from raging hot and sweating to freezing with chills. Insane anxiety. Massive stomach pains and nausea. Absolutely no motivation to do anything, including eating. All I want to do is cocaine and smoke weed. Well, and I want my meds back. I'm in the process of moving (and some fucked up shit happening to me) so I've been without a doctor for awhile now. I just hate feeling like this. Some days it's relatively benign and other days it's so fucking terrible.