CrystalConnoisseur
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- Nov 13, 2015
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So hey everyone! I'm brand new to this scene and I have a lot to share. There is an RC chemical known as prolintane; it is a pyrrolidine and substituted cathinone; a derivative of pyrovalerone
I've had and IV addiction to this drug for almost six months now and it is getting out of control. Maybe if I'm in the wrong section a moderator could help me out but I am looking for an outlet for my angst and a resource for my recovery. I have a standing Adderall prescription which I have been using two weeks on and then two weeks off with the prolintane. I have done inexplicable damage to my vascular system by injecting this drug and desperately want to get off of it.
I have a two psychiatrists at the moment; one that I'm honest about what is going on with me and that I need an increase in my Adderall to taper off. The second is one that is providing me with the Adderall currently so I have been dishonest with her to maintain the ability to get the script. I have a therapist who I see under the same roof at the psychiatrist that I am being honest with and desperately just need a way out.
I recently asked for help - as of today - from my PCP to see if he will prescribe me some Concerta (something "unabuseable"); another NDRI so I can avoid injecting this drug any further into my veins until I am able to get my Adderall prescription on the 20th of November.
For those who don't know, Prolintane is an NDRI (norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor) and provides an extremely euphoric rush when injected. Unfortunately, I have reached a point where I have such a tolerance that there is no euphoria and just maintenance from withdrawal. If anyone has had any similar experiences with RC's via IV or any ROA that can help me out I just need some support.
I have to go to a far away state to see family soon and I have four felonies hanging over my head and a court date on Monday to see if I will be indicted or not or I would go to a detox. I live alone with my dog and have only my immediate family for support but they know nothing about my current addiction issues. FYI my felonies are non-violent and chemistry related; I'll leave it at that for my own protection.
I need almost a journal; a place where I can record my day to day struggles and get feedback from fellow bluelighters. I may be a greenlighter but I assure you that when it comes to pharmacology, pharmakenetics and chemistry I know what the fuck I'm talking about.
Any feedback would be appreciated as I am new here and not used to this forum atmosphere. Again, if I am in the wrong section perhaps a moderator can help me out and send me a PM regarding where the thread has been moved to.
Best regards and any feedback would gain a welcomed reception!
I've had and IV addiction to this drug for almost six months now and it is getting out of control. Maybe if I'm in the wrong section a moderator could help me out but I am looking for an outlet for my angst and a resource for my recovery. I have a standing Adderall prescription which I have been using two weeks on and then two weeks off with the prolintane. I have done inexplicable damage to my vascular system by injecting this drug and desperately want to get off of it.
I have a two psychiatrists at the moment; one that I'm honest about what is going on with me and that I need an increase in my Adderall to taper off. The second is one that is providing me with the Adderall currently so I have been dishonest with her to maintain the ability to get the script. I have a therapist who I see under the same roof at the psychiatrist that I am being honest with and desperately just need a way out.
I recently asked for help - as of today - from my PCP to see if he will prescribe me some Concerta (something "unabuseable"); another NDRI so I can avoid injecting this drug any further into my veins until I am able to get my Adderall prescription on the 20th of November.
For those who don't know, Prolintane is an NDRI (norepinephrine and dopamine reuptake inhibitor) and provides an extremely euphoric rush when injected. Unfortunately, I have reached a point where I have such a tolerance that there is no euphoria and just maintenance from withdrawal. If anyone has had any similar experiences with RC's via IV or any ROA that can help me out I just need some support.
I have to go to a far away state to see family soon and I have four felonies hanging over my head and a court date on Monday to see if I will be indicted or not or I would go to a detox. I live alone with my dog and have only my immediate family for support but they know nothing about my current addiction issues. FYI my felonies are non-violent and chemistry related; I'll leave it at that for my own protection.
I need almost a journal; a place where I can record my day to day struggles and get feedback from fellow bluelighters. I may be a greenlighter but I assure you that when it comes to pharmacology, pharmakenetics and chemistry I know what the fuck I'm talking about.
Any feedback would be appreciated as I am new here and not used to this forum atmosphere. Again, if I am in the wrong section perhaps a moderator can help me out and send me a PM regarding where the thread has been moved to.
Best regards and any feedback would gain a welcomed reception!