yumyumMD
Greenlighter
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- Mar 9, 2017
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Quick update on my situation. I posted here a few months ago after trying cocaine and MDMA and promised myself I would never touch cocaine again , and not take MD for another
Btw, before I start all of this the only reason I'm posting here is because I'm extremely depressed and have been for the majority of my teenage years, probably see myself being depressed for the rest of my life but I've accepted it - but I also have a very addictive personality and could see how it'd be possible to get into a downward spiral with my experimentations.
I'm totally down for trying every drug (apart from a few) available out there at least ONCE. Life's too short not to experience that shit but that's another subject.
Since my last post, literally about a month after that I broke my promise and took about 80mg of crystal stuff (which was SHIT compared to my first time and again !!UNTESTED!! I am an idiot, I know. Im gonna take a larger amount of TESTED shiz on my birthday, no more than 140mg)
ANYWAYS so since my first time dropping and snorting I've been nonstop thinking about drugs. Every day. Every day I get online and research more drugs and which ones I should try next and one that has REALLY caught my interest is Heroin. If I'm going down this road why not start with the most 'dangerous' stuff first?? My belief is that it can't be that harmful trying just the once, and even though I know I'll enjoy it, will I HONESTLY really be ravenously addicted to it after just one use? I wouldn't be shooting btw, no way in HELL
I've also been thinking about trying Speed but despite it not seeming to be my type of thing. Can anyone elaborate on the effects, aside from it making you wide awake and jittery. Is there any euphoria/'high' at all?
I also REALLY wanna get my courage up to try some Shrooms but because I'm such a sad depressed piece of shit I am TERRIFIED of having a bad trip. I think I may leave hallicunigens alone until I'm in a better headspace.
Also, from personal experience only, what other drugs would you suggest are fun to try for a girl with an inexperienced drug history (weed 24/7 lol, MDMA twice, cocaine once. alcohol and tobacco tooooo :/)?
IM NOT DOING A TL;DR, DON'T BE LAZY JUST READ IT
Btw, before I start all of this the only reason I'm posting here is because I'm extremely depressed and have been for the majority of my teenage years, probably see myself being depressed for the rest of my life but I've accepted it - but I also have a very addictive personality and could see how it'd be possible to get into a downward spiral with my experimentations.
I'm totally down for trying every drug (apart from a few) available out there at least ONCE. Life's too short not to experience that shit but that's another subject.
Since my last post, literally about a month after that I broke my promise and took about 80mg of crystal stuff (which was SHIT compared to my first time and again !!UNTESTED!! I am an idiot, I know. Im gonna take a larger amount of TESTED shiz on my birthday, no more than 140mg)
ANYWAYS so since my first time dropping and snorting I've been nonstop thinking about drugs. Every day. Every day I get online and research more drugs and which ones I should try next and one that has REALLY caught my interest is Heroin. If I'm going down this road why not start with the most 'dangerous' stuff first?? My belief is that it can't be that harmful trying just the once, and even though I know I'll enjoy it, will I HONESTLY really be ravenously addicted to it after just one use? I wouldn't be shooting btw, no way in HELL
I've also been thinking about trying Speed but despite it not seeming to be my type of thing. Can anyone elaborate on the effects, aside from it making you wide awake and jittery. Is there any euphoria/'high' at all?
I also REALLY wanna get my courage up to try some Shrooms but because I'm such a sad depressed piece of shit I am TERRIFIED of having a bad trip. I think I may leave hallicunigens alone until I'm in a better headspace.
Also, from personal experience only, what other drugs would you suggest are fun to try for a girl with an inexperienced drug history (weed 24/7 lol, MDMA twice, cocaine once. alcohol and tobacco tooooo :/)?
IM NOT DOING A TL;DR, DON'T BE LAZY JUST READ IT