Mental Health Pedofile father walks free while denegrading his child

iridescentblack

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I've been on the forum long enough; I might as well come out and say it. My pedofile father has been keeping me submissive on meds for years for a mistake he made ages ago that resulted in my inability to work, inability to function, inability to find friends or any other social pursuit, all the while keeping me housed under his one law that if I don't submit to his rule I will be banished for good.

How does one deal with something like this? I cannot prove that he's a pedofile. I was raped when I was seven or eight years old (after I had moved out of my brother's room) and I almost drowned in my own puke that night I because I almost overdosed on heroin.
 
How have you been dealing with it so far? Has anything worked out for the better?

There must be things you did in life that you're proud of. I'd feel lucky to be alive.
 
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