Hey TDS, I thought I'd ask some advice while I was clear-headed enough to do so. A little background, I'm diagnosed BP-II with a cluster b type personality disorder. I've spent the last ten years self-medicating, and recently kicked a year long heroin habit (the previous 9 years spent on other opioids). I'm around 30 days clean now, and I'm telling you, it's fuckin rough. I feel suicidal on a daily basis, I even went so far as to self harm the other day which I haven't done in forever. Is this my underlying mental health resurfacing? Is it being augmented by PAWS? What, specifically, can be done about it? I'm so tired of barely hanging on. I almost called 911 on myself last week, and I'm afraid of what might happen, at least right now I am. Does anyone have any suggestions?
Edit: I feel it's important to note the diagnoses are from before I had substantial substance abuse issues.
Edit: I feel it's important to note the diagnoses are from before I had substantial substance abuse issues.
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