bleeding_lily
Greenlighter
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- Apr 8, 2014
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Hey,my name is Asher and I have a few questions that hopefully some of you can help me answer. On february 6th,2015, I overdosed on a combination of 50mg Methadone,75 mg Vyvanse,and 600mg of Benadryll. This was not a suicide attempt,but explaining the reasons behind it happening is a story for another time. Anyways, I almost died, and I was in the hospital for 3 days. I have been hallucinating ever since. I have yet to find an explanation for it. Doctors have told me that they will go away with time,but it has been over a year,and in the past few weeks,they have been getting worse. I havent been using anything other than what Ive been prescribed,and I think my recent changes in meds have caused some of them to be worse. My hallucinations consist of:tracers,shadows(where there shouldnt be)copying outlines,colors(where there shouldnt be)static(this one is constant)patterns,and sometimes when i look at things that are patterned,they appear to start moving in a wave like motion,such as tiled floors and walls.A few doctors have told me that I probably have holes in my brain(the overdose was not the first time,i had an addictive history with other things before that),but finding out if i do or not would be expensive. No change or amount in meds has ever helped make my hallucinations any less vivid or slowed them down in any way. Ive tried looking online but nothing seems to answer my questions as to why this is happening. I have met a few others who have this problem,but from different drugs. Any advice?