Hezman94
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After a massive binge last week which I do every month I have been confined to the sofa with just my 160mg morphine script I take way over this amount especially on oxys. I can say no to heroin but Oxy puts me in a fake happy stimulates phase.
Anyway been a week since the binge and I feel a bit better but slept loads during the day and been having nightmares about paying for drugs.
When I'm awake everything is too hard even going to the chemist to get my script was horrible an anxious mess complete opposite to who I am on oxys.
Doesn't help that I spent all my money on opiates again same shit each month when I can get Oxy.
I also have cut down cannabis as I can't smoke a load when my head like this.i been awake for foue hours and already I cannot be arsed with anything even someone knocking at door sending me into massive anxiety.
Anyway been a week since the binge and I feel a bit better but slept loads during the day and been having nightmares about paying for drugs.
When I'm awake everything is too hard even going to the chemist to get my script was horrible an anxious mess complete opposite to who I am on oxys.
Doesn't help that I spent all my money on opiates again same shit each month when I can get Oxy.
I also have cut down cannabis as I can't smoke a load when my head like this.i been awake for foue hours and already I cannot be arsed with anything even someone knocking at door sending me into massive anxiety.
