us Oxide Use (Whippets)
Hello, all.
I just wanted to share my experience & hopefully recieve some feedback. This may be a bit lengthy, but I would sincerely appreciate any advice; I have been worrying myself sick... (My friend & I did about 25 whippets each, breathing in & out through a balloon.) I am in constant fear that I have caused irreversible brain damage, due to hypoxia, or caused a b12 deficiency. Please not to judge too harshly, because I’m already going through pure hell as it is.
Shortly after arriving home, I decided to grab a bite to eat. Everything was completely normal at this point, up until I went to visit a friend of mine. I had a horrible feeling come over me, that I just couldn’t shake. I freaked, & got out of there fast. After I arrived home once again, I had vivid dreams that caused me to panic again. I went to the ER, thinking there had to be something wrong. The Doc had indicated that I was just experiencing a panic attack. I have never had any panic attacks in the past, so I convinced myself it had to be something else. (My symptoms: Pins & needles in feet and hands, muscle spasms/cramps in legs. Skin feeling like it’s burning, fear/panic that something is wrong with my brain, burning tongue, hearing music in my head, fear)
I finally made an appointment with a neurologist, & he did a MRI (which came back clear) He said I was fine. I also had a full blood panel done, which came back clear. Could the damage be less extensive, to the point where is doesn’t show up on a MRI? I just can’t shake this awful feeling. I feel this occurrence, or the drug itself, has caused me to have brain damage/personality disorder. Before this happened to me, I was a very happy bubbly person. Now, I’m in constant fear. (Never experienced panic/anxiety in my life) I made a huge mistake & I am terrified that I will not fully recover. It’s been a year and a half since this happened. I have been taking methylated b12, just to play it safe, but I am at a loss as to what happened to me.
Hello, all.
I just wanted to share my experience & hopefully recieve some feedback. This may be a bit lengthy, but I would sincerely appreciate any advice; I have been worrying myself sick... (My friend & I did about 25 whippets each, breathing in & out through a balloon.) I am in constant fear that I have caused irreversible brain damage, due to hypoxia, or caused a b12 deficiency. Please not to judge too harshly, because I’m already going through pure hell as it is.
Shortly after arriving home, I decided to grab a bite to eat. Everything was completely normal at this point, up until I went to visit a friend of mine. I had a horrible feeling come over me, that I just couldn’t shake. I freaked, & got out of there fast. After I arrived home once again, I had vivid dreams that caused me to panic again. I went to the ER, thinking there had to be something wrong. The Doc had indicated that I was just experiencing a panic attack. I have never had any panic attacks in the past, so I convinced myself it had to be something else. (My symptoms: Pins & needles in feet and hands, muscle spasms/cramps in legs. Skin feeling like it’s burning, fear/panic that something is wrong with my brain, burning tongue, hearing music in my head, fear)
I finally made an appointment with a neurologist, & he did a MRI (which came back clear) He said I was fine. I also had a full blood panel done, which came back clear. Could the damage be less extensive, to the point where is doesn’t show up on a MRI? I just can’t shake this awful feeling. I feel this occurrence, or the drug itself, has caused me to have brain damage/personality disorder. Before this happened to me, I was a very happy bubbly person. Now, I’m in constant fear. (Never experienced panic/anxiety in my life) I made a huge mistake & I am terrified that I will not fully recover. It’s been a year and a half since this happened. I have been taking methylated b12, just to play it safe, but I am at a loss as to what happened to me.