brighteyes2342
Bluelighter
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- Mar 8, 2016
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I have several questions regarding methamphetamine.
Let me give you some background. I had never until last month participated in any drug. I'd never even smoked a cigarette. I have absolutely zero drug experience and really no one to talk to. My sisters are needle junkies, as is my mother. Probably why I never did drugs. I've been very happily married to the man of my dreams for two years. And in that two years, I have gained 50 pounds. I'm 5'3 so that's a huge deal. I went from a perfect 140 to a hefty 190. My doctor prescribed me Phentermine which had zero effect on me. Six months after taking it, I still hadn't lost one single pound. So I told my mom a friend of mine was needing some dope and bought a quarter from her whom I trust with my life. I've been taking it orally for almost a month. I just pick out a little shard, drink a sip, put it in my mouth and swallow it. Here are my questions. I've never felt a "rush" I guess its called. Should I be? I just wait for about 30 minutes and my energy boosts for a long time. I also have zero trouble sleeping which is great because my husband would start to ask questions if I didn't sleep. I rest for three hours a night and get back at it. Should I be able to sleep? The first week of using, I got a fever blister on my lip. Is that a side effect or coincidence? My mouth also gets incredibly dry and my lips chapped, so I constantly drink water. Normal? I know these seem like silly questions, but I would like to know. Also, I have never gone in to tweaker mode. I just have more energy and get more accomplished, but I have zero desire to pick my face or take things apart.
I guess my main question is, is all of this normal for amphetamine use? If not, what is? What should I be looking for? Does it matter that I take it orally? Thanks!!!
Let me give you some background. I had never until last month participated in any drug. I'd never even smoked a cigarette. I have absolutely zero drug experience and really no one to talk to. My sisters are needle junkies, as is my mother. Probably why I never did drugs. I've been very happily married to the man of my dreams for two years. And in that two years, I have gained 50 pounds. I'm 5'3 so that's a huge deal. I went from a perfect 140 to a hefty 190. My doctor prescribed me Phentermine which had zero effect on me. Six months after taking it, I still hadn't lost one single pound. So I told my mom a friend of mine was needing some dope and bought a quarter from her whom I trust with my life. I've been taking it orally for almost a month. I just pick out a little shard, drink a sip, put it in my mouth and swallow it. Here are my questions. I've never felt a "rush" I guess its called. Should I be? I just wait for about 30 minutes and my energy boosts for a long time. I also have zero trouble sleeping which is great because my husband would start to ask questions if I didn't sleep. I rest for three hours a night and get back at it. Should I be able to sleep? The first week of using, I got a fever blister on my lip. Is that a side effect or coincidence? My mouth also gets incredibly dry and my lips chapped, so I constantly drink water. Normal? I know these seem like silly questions, but I would like to know. Also, I have never gone in to tweaker mode. I just have more energy and get more accomplished, but I have zero desire to pick my face or take things apart.
I guess my main question is, is all of this normal for amphetamine use? If not, what is? What should I be looking for? Does it matter that I take it orally? Thanks!!!