96intheshade
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Hey everyone, this is my first time posting a thread, just had some questions regarding side effects of moderate (so far lol) methamphetimine use.
Been dosing about 200mg - 300mgs daily for about three weeks (snorting only) with about two months of occasional (3x every two weeks average) use via smoking previously. I’ve stayed up past 48 hours on most occasions during those two months, and currently am up 48h once a week for past three weeks. Never past 2 days.
I’ve seen obvious detrimental effects like weakened body, weight loss, and trouble at work and home (Some people know and others suspect but it’s actually tolerated as it’s common where I’m from, although it does warrant slight disdain and disappointment, also some family found out.). My question specifically though is:
Ive only experienced mild auditory hallucinations at work (I could hear my phone ringing, almost like a phantom sound) after being up 24h having snorted about .3 over some hours, a couple weeks ago. And now over the past week and half of using about .2 daily, sleeping average of 5 hours a night and eating two full meals a day, when I use, although I don’t feel too amped as my tolerance has adjusted, I very frequently see objects in my periphery as being people very briefly. Just long enough to trick my mind for a split second. I don’t have paranoia or anxiety currently. I also sometimes see just flashes of something moving in the corner of my eye, like a mouse in the cupboard for a second lol. I don’t react to any of these I.e I am not immediately convinced by my brain these are real, and they are very faint and honestly quite minor, a sober person could see them but not this frequently. I plan on quitting completely Monday as I have two weeks off thankfully, but I have grown addicted, and it has changed my mood and behavior in many ways. Tbh I feel like I’ve been living in a dream state for the past three weeks.
has anyone gotten hallucinations like these on relatively low dose, snorting, and relatively good sleep and nutrition at least the past 3 days? If so is this the beginning of brain damage? I still have great cognitive ability, although problem solving has taken a dip.
Sorry so long of a post, tbh meth has changed my life mostly for the negative already in sneaky dopamine fueled ways, it is a sinister drug. But I’ve grown oddly fond of it from the brain being smothered in a warm lucid dopa blanket no doubt.
Thanks
Been dosing about 200mg - 300mgs daily for about three weeks (snorting only) with about two months of occasional (3x every two weeks average) use via smoking previously. I’ve stayed up past 48 hours on most occasions during those two months, and currently am up 48h once a week for past three weeks. Never past 2 days.
I’ve seen obvious detrimental effects like weakened body, weight loss, and trouble at work and home (Some people know and others suspect but it’s actually tolerated as it’s common where I’m from, although it does warrant slight disdain and disappointment, also some family found out.). My question specifically though is:
Ive only experienced mild auditory hallucinations at work (I could hear my phone ringing, almost like a phantom sound) after being up 24h having snorted about .3 over some hours, a couple weeks ago. And now over the past week and half of using about .2 daily, sleeping average of 5 hours a night and eating two full meals a day, when I use, although I don’t feel too amped as my tolerance has adjusted, I very frequently see objects in my periphery as being people very briefly. Just long enough to trick my mind for a split second. I don’t have paranoia or anxiety currently. I also sometimes see just flashes of something moving in the corner of my eye, like a mouse in the cupboard for a second lol. I don’t react to any of these I.e I am not immediately convinced by my brain these are real, and they are very faint and honestly quite minor, a sober person could see them but not this frequently. I plan on quitting completely Monday as I have two weeks off thankfully, but I have grown addicted, and it has changed my mood and behavior in many ways. Tbh I feel like I’ve been living in a dream state for the past three weeks.
has anyone gotten hallucinations like these on relatively low dose, snorting, and relatively good sleep and nutrition at least the past 3 days? If so is this the beginning of brain damage? I still have great cognitive ability, although problem solving has taken a dip.
Sorry so long of a post, tbh meth has changed my life mostly for the negative already in sneaky dopamine fueled ways, it is a sinister drug. But I’ve grown oddly fond of it from the brain being smothered in a warm lucid dopa blanket no doubt.
Thanks
