Fredperson
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Hi, I've been searching for days here, and other places, for answers to my exact questions but I can't find anything. this will be long winded and I'm sorry but for the love of God someone please help me.
Please help me. TLDR SUMMARY AT BOTTOM
BACKSTORY. SKIPPABLE.
I've been shooting drugs since before I finished highschool, with zero problems with anything other than meth. Meth in Aus used to have mad solvents and shit in it and I spent a decade at least slamming it, and due to vasoconstriction I'd miss and it would hurt but no "complications".
Then I quit meth, and started heroin full time for a year or so. No issues.
Got completely clean in February, relapsed gradually, IV'd apcyp twice, left mainline, both times caused SEVERE complications and the vein went from big and 100% success rate to fucked. It went rock solid for about a month, and now is like a bit of string, and cannot register. I assume it's dead.
This has led me to have to try and hit other veins I'm not so good at. Bear in mind im slightly pudgy, and have small, thin, girly veins. I also have a MASSIVE needle phohia. Meth being in the barrel makes it worse, and being high on meth makes it worse seperately.
I relapsed on meth about 2 months ago and due to cost had to get solventy, racemic, meth equivalent to speed paste. I've been drying then acetone washing it to try and help my veins.
I shoot meth 2-3 times a day, minimum .2 per shot. Usually closer to .4, mainly cos that's all I can fit in an insulin and use comfortably. Considering moving to 3ml barrels and 31 gauge.
THE ISSUE:
I shot right mainline 5 days ago. Didn't miss per se, but it hurt had and had huge swelling for days, I thought it was gonna be my first ever abscess, but I left it alone and it's coming good.
My left secondary mainline (inside vein) was my go to, but I fucked up somehow today, and it just fucking kills. It hurts so bad, and now there's a huge bruise toward the heart from it, and it's all swollen.
I've been wearing compression sleeves to try and help it but it's so sore. Like. I've never had issues like these, ever.
THE QUESTIONS:
1) What can I do to help my veins?
2) are compression sleeves harmful or helpful for this sorta shit
3) what's actually going on with the right main and left secondary specifically
4) please help me aside from going to a doctor or stopping IV. I have a super serious court case on the go, and going to a doctor about shooting drugs won't help that. I'm also extremely depressed because I've lost everything due to the bust. I've tried going to rehab but the ones I've spoken to won't take me for various reasons. Stopping drugs now isn't really an option.
TLDR: FUCKED MY VEINS FROM SHOOTING METH. HOW CAN I FIX THEM? And are compression sleeves good or had for severely damaged veins?
Please help me. TLDR SUMMARY AT BOTTOM
BACKSTORY. SKIPPABLE.
I've been shooting drugs since before I finished highschool, with zero problems with anything other than meth. Meth in Aus used to have mad solvents and shit in it and I spent a decade at least slamming it, and due to vasoconstriction I'd miss and it would hurt but no "complications".
Then I quit meth, and started heroin full time for a year or so. No issues.
Got completely clean in February, relapsed gradually, IV'd apcyp twice, left mainline, both times caused SEVERE complications and the vein went from big and 100% success rate to fucked. It went rock solid for about a month, and now is like a bit of string, and cannot register. I assume it's dead.
This has led me to have to try and hit other veins I'm not so good at. Bear in mind im slightly pudgy, and have small, thin, girly veins. I also have a MASSIVE needle phohia. Meth being in the barrel makes it worse, and being high on meth makes it worse seperately.
I relapsed on meth about 2 months ago and due to cost had to get solventy, racemic, meth equivalent to speed paste. I've been drying then acetone washing it to try and help my veins.
I shoot meth 2-3 times a day, minimum .2 per shot. Usually closer to .4, mainly cos that's all I can fit in an insulin and use comfortably. Considering moving to 3ml barrels and 31 gauge.
THE ISSUE:
I shot right mainline 5 days ago. Didn't miss per se, but it hurt had and had huge swelling for days, I thought it was gonna be my first ever abscess, but I left it alone and it's coming good.
My left secondary mainline (inside vein) was my go to, but I fucked up somehow today, and it just fucking kills. It hurts so bad, and now there's a huge bruise toward the heart from it, and it's all swollen.
I've been wearing compression sleeves to try and help it but it's so sore. Like. I've never had issues like these, ever.
THE QUESTIONS:
1) What can I do to help my veins?
2) are compression sleeves harmful or helpful for this sorta shit
3) what's actually going on with the right main and left secondary specifically
4) please help me aside from going to a doctor or stopping IV. I have a super serious court case on the go, and going to a doctor about shooting drugs won't help that. I'm also extremely depressed because I've lost everything due to the bust. I've tried going to rehab but the ones I've spoken to won't take me for various reasons. Stopping drugs now isn't really an option.
TLDR: FUCKED MY VEINS FROM SHOOTING METH. HOW CAN I FIX THEM? And are compression sleeves good or had for severely damaged veins?