A few weeks back, I had my first experience with MDMA, marketed as "molly" in a crystalline form which was easily crushed to be consumed. I ended up taking my whole dose at once, by mouth, of approx. 130 mg (what was 1/3 of that which was sold as 0.4 G), and I had a very pleasant experience. It was unmistakably an amphetamine, but certainly different than the Vyvanse or Adderall with which I have good experience as to dose and effect for me, personally. Its empathogenic effects were certainly notable and pleasant, sensory input became more vivid, and sentiment did flow quite freely; the rest of the effects were, more or less, similar to a dose of pharmaceutical amphetamines, taking into account the dose, though it was, in that aspect, smoother. It was very pleasant and enjoyable with no ill effects - it seemed a nicely queer amphetamine, which was more forgiving than most, and which had a very long duration of action.
However, it was not earth-shattering, nor extraordinarily euphoric compared to other amphetamines, nor did it seem to produce all that much of a psychedelic effect. I am not complaining; I am just trying to understand the drug and its general effects - I know effects are very personal with any drug, MDMA I am sure no exception, but I guess I want to know, if using the same vendor or MDMA product of similar nature, how more can I safely dose? Even assuming it to be pure MDMA, what is the general dose at which one goes no further? And, in between the approximated dose I took of .13 G and the dose highest one can typically go without acute risk to health, is there a dose range that might be suggested based on my brief report? What I want more of, most simply put, is psychedelic effect, firstly, and euphoriant effect, secondly. Let me put it this way - I feel as if I could dose twice or even three times what I did, and still be able to handle more. I don't have much amphetamine tolerance, though some, using it more chronically at lower doses than recreationally here and there at higher doses. But, I am taking a sort of tolerance break, and am wondering what a decent dose would be for me the next time I do MDMA - any other advice as to improving the general experience would be greatly appreciated.
However, it was not earth-shattering, nor extraordinarily euphoric compared to other amphetamines, nor did it seem to produce all that much of a psychedelic effect. I am not complaining; I am just trying to understand the drug and its general effects - I know effects are very personal with any drug, MDMA I am sure no exception, but I guess I want to know, if using the same vendor or MDMA product of similar nature, how more can I safely dose? Even assuming it to be pure MDMA, what is the general dose at which one goes no further? And, in between the approximated dose I took of .13 G and the dose highest one can typically go without acute risk to health, is there a dose range that might be suggested based on my brief report? What I want more of, most simply put, is psychedelic effect, firstly, and euphoriant effect, secondly. Let me put it this way - I feel as if I could dose twice or even three times what I did, and still be able to handle more. I don't have much amphetamine tolerance, though some, using it more chronically at lower doses than recreationally here and there at higher doses. But, I am taking a sort of tolerance break, and am wondering what a decent dose would be for me the next time I do MDMA - any other advice as to improving the general experience would be greatly appreciated.
