ComfortablyNumb95
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Nov 26, 2012
- Messages
- 4,003
ok so as the title says last monday I took some untested MDMA powder, which I'm quite positive was actual MDMA (albeit cut with inactive ingredients maybe)
had an awesome roll and the days after I had this amazing afterglow
yesterday I was feeling pretty normal, was smoking hash chillums and playing ps3 and shit but when I headed home (still pretty high) this nasty depression washed over me - I had never felt this bad in my entire life and almost wanted to kill myself (didn't actually want but I was feeling soooo bad)
today I'm still quite depressed (over nothing) and a bit anxious but better than yesterday.
meditated a bit and had a run outside which helped a bit but i still feel bad.
so is it likely that it was the MDMA or maybe just the pot? I'm really considering quitting it since it's been giving quite bad side effects as of late
P.S. saturday I took some ketamine if that matter but i doubt it has something to do with this
had an awesome roll and the days after I had this amazing afterglow
yesterday I was feeling pretty normal, was smoking hash chillums and playing ps3 and shit but when I headed home (still pretty high) this nasty depression washed over me - I had never felt this bad in my entire life and almost wanted to kill myself (didn't actually want but I was feeling soooo bad)
today I'm still quite depressed (over nothing) and a bit anxious but better than yesterday.
meditated a bit and had a run outside which helped a bit but i still feel bad.
so is it likely that it was the MDMA or maybe just the pot? I'm really considering quitting it since it's been giving quite bad side effects as of late
P.S. saturday I took some ketamine if that matter but i doubt it has something to do with this