I thought bluelighters should be more open-minded
(No offence). I've personally observed small illegal research, when two volunteers:
- 26 year old, generally healthy 55 kg. female, who suffer major depressive disorder with derealisation for last 8 year
- 25 year old, generally healthy 75 kg. male, who suffer seasonal affective disorder, general anxiety disorder and has some suicide attempts during his teenage/adolescent years. were treated with 10 mg. dose of 86% purity MDMA crystals daily for 14 (volunteer #1) and 10 (volunteer #2) days.
In first case, full remission of depressive symptoms (but not derealisation) was observed and reported by the volunteer during the treatment and one-one and a half week after the end of the treatment. It is important to mention, that volunteer reported, that she feel some minor pleasurable effects after every dose, that seems grow a little bit stronger from the begining of the treatment to the end (probably due to long half-life of MDMA and 7 % MDA metabolite with even longer half-life). It's also important to mention, that she tried conventional antidepressant treatment in the past (paroxetine, venlafaxine, agomelatine and burpopion), but they doesn't seem to help her in the long run. In the second case, there were major improvement of the general anxiety symptoms and full remission of SAD during the treatment, but it was impossible to observe positive effects in the long run, because that asshole got drunk and ingested large amounts of amphetamine in the end of 10 day. Reported effects: Positive
- Lower anxiety level;
- Disrupt compulsive behavior patterns (like constantly checking, is he or she forgot to close the door, or switch off the iron etc.);
- Less social anxiety (it is less stressful to be in the crowded areas like subway);
- Easier to fall asleep;
- Improved socialisation (even with people who you don't like);
- It's easier to focus on a specific task (better concentration);
- Self-esteem improvement;
- Improved introspection;
- Raise of tolerance to everyday stress (as volunteer #2 said: "you're still may be annoyed or sad about specific situation, but you forget about it quickly after the situation is over").
Negative
- Bruxism (mild);
- Increased sweating (mild);
- dry mouth (mild);
- Lower appetite and weight loss (mild);
- Agitation and anxiety first 30-60 min. after ingestion ;
- I think it could damage tooth enemal (due to dry mouth);
- Blurred vision (getting worse during the treatment).
God! It was hard to translate! My English is terrible!
Hope it would be interesting for... anyone. If so - feel free to ask any questions.